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Mixed bag

Posted 19th February 2018 at 19:13 by shinetaro

19/2/18

This few months has been tough. I've had several mental breakdowns, panic attacks and went through a long period of depression. Right now everything isn't going my say at all. When ever i want to do something god just puts up his middle finger at me.

I asked ... how she felt about me. She said "I like you as a friend. I don't really know how to react in these situations." That hurt. I used so much energy to push away from my social anxiety and my potential autism to go up to her and talk to her. That's all gone to waste. There's also a big chance that i'll be seeing her everyday for a year because i might be going to the same collage as her. That's going to suck.

School's shit. All my teachers hate me because complain about them to the head of year. I just can't stand bad teachers. We don't learn anything!!

GCSE's are coming up and i am not mentally ready for them at all.

My grand father in Japan is ill so my mum has to go to take care of him leaving me with my dad. Oh, let's not go into the details about my relationship with my dad.

Everyone in school knows me as the "guy who likes ...". This sucks cause people always ask me questions about it.

Good news is that i am trying a new medicine that might help with my SA. It's something called Thiamine. I've been taking it for a week and i'll be honest, i have felt such a big change.
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