So ive been hearing about volunteer travelling with WWOOF, does anyone know what it is exactly? and how you can find out about it?

So I went to the doctors to get my sick note and ive never felt so panicked, she was just staring at me, fireing questions, pressuring me to go see my counselor. I just want an easy life, left alone at my own free will. No one understands, my doctor doesnt, so why should anyone else?
I dont want to go back, or make another appointment, I was saving the money I get to go on holiday, but Id rather cancel the allowance I get than see him. I feel like running away, I dont no where or what with,...

At some point today my mum is going to have a disscusion with my boyfriend's dad about my SA. Since ive had it, my boyfriends dad thinks we all hate him because we make excuses for not seeing him because I get nervous. I can imagine it now.. I dont need his sympathy, why does everyone have to know ?

I hate how TV can make you feel like a total bum. Here I am nearly 20 years old, no job, friends, confidence. I guess my name has been stripped of all it was worth.
But then you watch programmes with characters who has done so much, at uni..

I feel like a total ass, I protested that my boyfriends dad doesnt come to a birthday bash, and I got my way.
to me it feels like I asked him to choose between me and him, I just hope my SA doesnt come between us anymore than it has now.