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Is it better to let myself reach rock bottom?

Posted 3rd April 2013 at 17:13 by Matt_1983

Im considering the idea of giving up and letting my social anxiety and depression overwhelm and drag me down until I reach rock bottom. Perhaps that's the only way im ever going to find the motivation to really make changes in my life.

For the last year or so I have felt myself slowly getting worse in terms of my general happiness. Im not where I want to be in life, ive gradually let my social anxiety get the better of me and have hidden myself away more and more. I somehow have...
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Dreams are about to come true!

Posted 29th March 2013 at 15:01 by cymruambyth26

So, It all began in April 1999. Me an impressionable young boy being taken to my first ever football match by My Uncle and Dad.

I remember the game well Cardiff City v Torquay United. A third division match with less than 5,000 of us present. We drew 2-2 that day but it wasn't the result that was important to this 9 year old lad.

It was what I witnessed the determination and will of both sets players, the loud chanting, the singning the banter exchanged between both...
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Finding it hard again

Posted 13th March 2013 at 23:39 by warmness

I feel like I'm slipping back down the slope a little to how I used to be. I was over weight, tired, depressed, run down and crying everyday... I've being doing good since then, more upbeat, signing on, now finally doing voluntary work but I feel so run down and stressed and now finding myself crying again. My nans been in hospital, lady at job centre putting unbelievable pressure on me, drained, tired. The way this is making me feel I feel like I'm losing touch with the world again. I can't be...
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End of the line

Posted 8th March 2013 at 19:35 by Matt_1983

Wrote this poem in 2010 . . . nothings changed.


And now i am reaching the end of the line
With a lump in my heart and a tear in my eye
And a head filled with millions of scattering flies
That'll buzz till brain bursts and ill escape from this life

Escape from the waking and facing the day
Alone in a crowd when at work and at play
Alone to extreme as i sit in my home
Emotionless, sad, just sat like a clone

Im getting...
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Inside Ugly

Posted 24th February 2013 at 14:11 by Drimma

"And I was born a little damaged man,
And look what they made"

-Velvet Morning, The Verve


I woke up so serene, eyes still clouded with the mist from my dreams. I reached for fruit and called it breakfast in bed. Searched for my favourites on the screen and soaked in someone else's dreams.

Lonesome weekend, how come I never learnt how to be? Is this my curse for not believing?

At two o'clock I got on my feet, unknowing...
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