Ive been dating my boyfriend for 4 years now and ive been okay with his parents, but since ive had SA im more and more uncomfortable with them. Its his 21st brithday on sunday and he already had a meal with his family, so now its my turn to spend with him and great his dad is coming up. I hate it, I feel so alarmed and on edge, im not going to enjoy myself because to me hes a 'stranger' :/

Cant believe it, havent been on this site in 2 months
Ive got to admit, im feeling much better in myself and I havent been crying literally everyday. Ive really got to say, exercise has helped alot! plus ive lost a stone [ whey hey]

Thought id share the good news! I lost half a stone since Jan 3rd =D

I am sooooo pissed!!!!!!!
once again my boyfriend upsets me!
what the hell is wrong with him, I started getting tensed about making a phone call so he shouts at me to calm me down, how does that work exactly!!?? I wasnt even that bad, I really dont know why im with him UGGGHHH

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He is so big headed! just came in to say sorry and tried to make it out like he didnt shout,asif I imagined it ugghh

I really should stop reading love stories, Now I want a timothy lol if only I could find as love as pure, with a man who was intelligent.
My relationship status at the moment is in an unhappy place.
He really is a lovely guy, but his temper gets the better of him, he never tells me im beautiful and we argue ALOT.
If I have the courage to chuck him, hes the only 'friend' in my life and yet ill still be alone, id never have the courage to date again, after all ive been with this...