Finally I got my hair cut, I was abit daring this time and went for a short cut just above the shoulders =D
After all my hair was nearly down to my bum and very matted.
New hair, new beginnings

So ive been on a diet for 2 days now, it seems to be going well. After seeing my beautiful cousin, its made me stronger and determind.
Its ashame I cant just go out and do some running
Any indoor exercise tips would be good, though I cant afford a running machine or bike :/
And great news for me! im saving up for Disney land for 2012, so I hope ill have a whole new body image to go with it

Visiting my sister's house today has left me with a bitter taste.
My couzin who I havent seen for ages was there, we was always around eachother untill we fell out, now she looks great, she beautiful, confident and is in college planning to do stuff.
Then theres me..
A fat, ugly slacker, who cant even enjoy myself for one day.
Ive had enough, and im going on a diet tomorrow.
thats if my SA lets me
I CRAVE WILLPOWER!!

I keep finding myself looking through photo's of my best friend I was once friends with.
Ive found myself getting lonelier and ended up sending emails to her.
I thought once I spoke to her and cleared the whole thing up, it would give me closure.
I guess I was wrong because im still looking at them wishing ''what if..''

So yesturday I didnt end up going to a fireworks display, which I ended up crying because I wrecked the evening for my family, whenever I wont go, they refuse to leave me here and go
To be honest, not going to the event has ruined a perfect roll for me.
I managed to go to a wedding, a meal & trick or treating, so I sort of let myself down.

Its too bad that my brother doesnt live here with me and my parents, because he's the only one that can encourage...