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Hmm...

Posted 25th April 2018 at 20:16 by shinetaro

So my first GCSE exam is next week Wednesday and i am killing myself rn worrying about it.

To make things worse i realised that i still have feelings for ... I really don't know what i should do.

Obviously i should be focusing on my GCSE's but its really difficult considering i see her every Tuesday and my 'friends' drag me infront of her every time.

Is it wrong to still like her after getting rejected? What should i do?
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Releasing Energy

Posted 24th April 2018 at 05:20 by healingsoul

I woke up angry today, Tbh if I wasn't self aware I am sure that I would either die of a heart attack in 30 years time or do something evil. What I described in my last blog does make me angry and feels unfair. I don't feel pretending it doesn't make me angry would do much good, it would be me suppressing my real emotions and my anxiety, difficulty to express is due to suppressing feelings and actions.

I think I need to do something to release the energy since the energy isn't healthy,...
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Anxiety: Discrimination and Stigma

Posted 23rd April 2018 at 20:10 by healingsoul

Today, for a few hours, I felt angry with how people have reacted to and misunderstood my anxiety. Also how limiting the effects of anxiety are.

One memory that came to my mind was the barbershop incident. Where I had been down for a few days after finishing a work skills program where I felt misunderstood. I decided to walk to the barbers. And the barber I had told me aggressively to sit up straight, said some Jamaican slang to which his peers laughed. And didn't cut my hair properly....
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Painful Truths

Posted 21st April 2018 at 09:28 by healingsoul

I don't know why this is painful to me, tbh I partially do. But I think I have to improve my communication skills. Always feeling ignored, unnoticed, like others think I don't feel emotions is not okay for me. And please don't tell me it's a part of life or that I can't please everyone because I see most other people are able to interact with others and have people that would ask them out for lunch or something. I also see that certain people are more likable.

A few weeks ago I was...
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I am learning about myself from my colleagues

Posted 20th April 2018 at 20:25 by healingsoul

At my workplace it feels like I am learning about myself from others. As I have probably mentioned before, there is a woman who is vocally expressive, caring, seems satisfied with life and gets on with everyone, even me and the students. Probably even gets away with more stuff cause she is so liked. I feel it's mostly her character that is likable. Although she is silly sometimes, and I think is comfortable with herself, I envy her for how easily she gets on with others. I still like her as a colleague...
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