This few months has been tough. I've had several mental breakdowns, panic attacks and went through a long period of depression. Right now everything isn't going my say at all. When ever i want to do something god just puts up his middle finger at me.
I asked ... how she felt about me. She said "I like you as a friend. I don't really know how to react in these situations." That hurt. I used so much energy to push away from my social anxiety and my...