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Never believing anyone wants my company, trust, etc

Posted 28th December 2011 at 17:02 by mhealer3

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hi friends,
i agree with the sometimes emptiness of human relationships.
yes i feel deprived of good care by parents, of genuine interest by 'friends',
& certainly of appreciation at work.
but i believe that each of those persons who failed me has been failed by others also.
i'm aware now, that people are empty themselves, & to rely on them 2 fulfill me is error.
it's constant disappointment that way, & i lost my
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hope this helps...

Posted 3rd December 2011 at 03:28 by mhealer3

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i agree that all human beings must feel anxious occasionally.
our personalities & backgrounds differ,
so we seem to differ on which occasions cause anxiety.

isn't the root of all anxiety: a fear of the unknown, or
fear of rejection, or of failure??
i mean, if we never cared about results, we'd never be anxious, right??

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people who just use me.

Posted 21st October 2011 at 06:06 by mhealer3

hi friends,
it's been great having your posts 2 read & reply 2 during this difficult time with my mother.
also, i don't want to be friends with this one girl anymore-- but
she just won't go away easily. i think she likes me cause i do things 4 her & know a lot of stuff that she needs 2 know. in other words-- she's just using me & i'd like 2 politely get the heck away from her.
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Something you wish you could tell someone...

Posted 21st October 2011 at 05:52 by mhealer3

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i already told everybody what i needed 2 tell them &
they couldn't care less.
i don't think think the people in my life are decent people
or they would have aplologized
2 me 4 all the shit they've done 2 me.
apparently i just wasted the last 25 years.
i would like 2 go back in time & tell myself i'm not a loser like my mother told me.
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Social Anxiety When You Were A Child

Posted 21st October 2011 at 05:36 by mhealer3

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so true, & i thanku 4 sharing.
myself, i was not liked by my mother, & had 2 pretend it didn't bother me.
also had 2 fend 4 myself with the bullies @ school (for grades7,8 & then @ my highschool it started all over again--for 2 more years)!!
boys tortured me & i just felt like i was burning inside from the terror of going to school.
still, i went 'cause i didn't know i had any options.
college was impossible until i
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