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A High School Flashback

Posted 18th April 2015 at 12:42 by mutedsoul

Just came across an old classmates profile on FB. Felt a bit angry, understanding and questionable. This girl used to make a fuss when the teacher made us sit together by shouting "He is a geek, I don't wanna sit next to him." I'm not lying this happened on more than a few occasions that we sat next to each other. We had a weird relationship. Idk why, but I gave her a Christmas card back in Year 7 or something, I think cause she was "cool" and I wanted her to like me. And towards...
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Meeting an old High School Friend

Posted 11th April 2015 at 23:07 by mutedsoul

So today I met an friend I hung around with in High School. I was also meant to meet another friend, but he didn't turn up. Our group was known as The Three Musketeers.

Prior to meeting my friend I was super anxious as he invited me to a pub and I don't go pubs. I thought that this would probably show the lack of social life I have. Anyways meeting up with this old friend went much better than I thought it would. I forgot to bring ID, just shows that I don't go clubbing or pubs...
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Learning to give less of a f*ck

Posted 4th November 2014 at 23:44 by mutedsoul

A few months ago you may have seen a few posts on me feeling culturally isolated and feeling bad for the fact that I lack common knowledge and popular culture.

Well a few months on, today, my colleagues mentioned if I had seen a popular film and I said no again. One of my colleagues kind of half jokingly, half feeling justified threw a paper ball at me for saying no. I'm not going to lie, the paper ball hitting me, did piss me off. I could've been more assertive but instead stiffened...
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On Feeling Disliked

Posted 30th October 2014 at 00:28 by mutedsoul

Today I remember two instances where I felt disliked. A caller at work seeming to hang up on me, I don't know if that was due to how I communicated and the Tesco shopkeeper who I think seems to dislike me for some reason. And in my Office I don't feel as cool or respected as my other colleagues by the people in the Chinese Office next door to us. They don't seem even 1% interested in me, although I do get on well worth one of my colleagues at least.

Luckily today aalthough feeling...
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My first SASH Self Help Meeting

Posted 28th October 2014 at 00:54 by mutedsoul

Today I went to my first Social Anxiety self help group. Tbh, it wasn't fully what I expected, but you know what they say if you don't seek you don't find.

A few women cried as they talked in the group and in the group generally the topic was on how to deal with Social Anxiety. It was interesting listening to what others had to say. I didn't speak that much and didn't feel I was much a part of the group.

I might go to the group again or might not, but I know I have...
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