SAUK Discussion Board

Go Back   SAUK Discussion Board > Blogs > mutedsoul
Join! Blogs FAQ Calendar Search Today's Posts Mark Forums Read

Uncategorized Entries with no category
Old

Family and environment issues

Posted 13th May 2018 at 14:23 by mutedsoul

I actually feel it would be for the best to move out, however I also know that there are some toxic house shares and that I have to be organised and have my stuff together if I want a house share to go well.

The weekend as well as the end of last week I have felt a bit ill, I think I have a flu. This has kind of been frustrating as recently I have felt positive and then this has made me feel a bit shittier. It like I feel background frustration with my mother though I am trying to...
Member
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 13980 Comments 1 mutedsoul is offline
Old

The minimalists have a point

Posted 11th May 2018 at 22:04 by mutedsoul

This week, last two weeks, I feel like I have been the most mentally comfortable, confident (still shy though), I have been in a long time. I feel like how I felt as a child, maybe that is how I am meant to feel?

In return with feeling more positive I have noticed that lots of people seem to react more positively to me. I have been able to small talk with the students I clean for and sometimes received a treat in return, gotten on better with some colleagues and it feels like my head...
Member
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 1118 Comments 0 mutedsoul is offline
Old

The problem with a self-obsessed society

Posted 6th May 2018 at 09:27 by mutedsoul

This week I would say that I have had a good week, like the best week I have had mentally for a very long time. It's surprising how simple it has felt to be positive. Basically cooking my own food, as my mum doesn't always cook, and I have more control over what is going in my body I think has made me feel some sense of control. Then making more of an effort, though I can do more, to greet students has made the environment I clean in more positive.

It has also almost felt unreal...
Member
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 1113 Comments 0 mutedsoul is offline
Old

I have to move out for my mental good

Posted 27th April 2018 at 17:55 by mutedsoul

I was going to move out of my house but cancelled at last minute due to poor preparation but think I actually have to move out for my mental good. Part of me feels like I am blaming my house and situation for my behavior but part of me also feels that my home environment is a problem.

If I compare my mum to the vocally expressive woman I think she is similar in certain ways, cultural behaviors and some values, as they are both West African. However my mum never seems at peace with...
Member
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 1055 Comments 0 mutedsoul is offline
Old

This week at work

Posted 27th April 2018 at 17:55 by mutedsoul

Well this week at work has been stressful. In fact at the moment I feel so drained that I couldn't enjoy the music I usually enjoy. I don't just feel drained from hard work though, it seems mostly mental.

This week at work I had to work with a brand new colleague and train him despite only doing this job for about 3 weeks and getting used to the timetable. I suspect that this guy is on the autism spectrum. He expects a perfect schedule, tasks to be done a certain way. For once, I...
Member
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 711 Comments 0 mutedsoul is offline

All times are GMT +1. The time now is 00:05.


SAUK Award
Logo designed by abc
Powered by vBulletin
Copyright ©2000 - 2020, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.