mis-understood
Posted 18th October 2010 at 12:47 by warmness
Today I woke up fine but as soon as my mom mentioned that we was going to my sisters house my mood turned bad.
I got ready but when it was time to walk out the door I couldnt help but cry, especialy when my dad said I would dissapoint my sister, I always feel like im letting people down, and when my family try to pick my mood up I just be horrible to them but I cant help it, I know myself and im not like that.
So since I let my mom down and she went alone with my dad just dropping her off he came back with some shopping [at this point im feeling alot better]
Dad cant carry much because his back is always bad, so he made me go to the car and collect the shopping.
He didnt even seem sympathetic he just told me to get it, I stood at the door for 10 minutes untill I counted to 3 before shooting out the door, I just dont think he knows how serious my SA is, I dont think most of my family understands what its about, im sure sometimes they think im making excuses for being lazy :l
I got ready but when it was time to walk out the door I couldnt help but cry, especialy when my dad said I would dissapoint my sister, I always feel like im letting people down, and when my family try to pick my mood up I just be horrible to them but I cant help it, I know myself and im not like that.
So since I let my mom down and she went alone with my dad just dropping her off he came back with some shopping [at this point im feeling alot better]
Dad cant carry much because his back is always bad, so he made me go to the car and collect the shopping.
He didnt even seem sympathetic he just told me to get it, I stood at the door for 10 minutes untill I counted to 3 before shooting out the door, I just dont think he knows how serious my SA is, I dont think most of my family understands what its about, im sure sometimes they think im making excuses for being lazy :l
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