Today is the start of the history trip. I didn't get any sleep last night because I was so nervous of people catching onto my weirdness (SA). I have to go to Germany by coach, that's not easy. I hate people watching me sleep and eat so I have been under a lot of pressure. I haven't eaten anything but a block of chocolate for a whole day. I can't sleep either.

Today was not good. At school i don't like talking to people but today groups of people my age kept on coming up to me and asking me questions about hw and other stuff. That made me sweat like a pig and people started to think that i was a bit weird ( they already think i am weird, this just confirmed it). Then some of them started to enter my personal space so i pushed them away and hid in a classroom. If my school let me i would listen to music all day just so no-one would talk to me and i could...