History trip (last day)

Well, I was meant to write it last night but somethImg got in the way. I was at the dining room of the hotel and I was trying to talk to people when two people said that "I don't have any conversation skills". I mean, I've known that for a while but to have someone say it to you is completely different. This put in me in a sort of grump. Then someone else said "you text ... too much." (... is to hide the hide the identity). This shocked me. I scrolled up and saw that I texted this person twice a day and that I have had to Saturday the conversation every time. I the person Last night ... sent me a reply saying "sorry, mum told me to go to sleep talk to you later in the night." I knew this wasn't going i happen but I waited. She never did. That's when it hit me. I have no conversational skills, I get clingy and I talk to much when the person actually replys to my messages. I then had a panic attack and told ... how I felt and muted the chat. I then locked my self in the bathroom overnight. That's where I am right now. Today I am going to search up techniques to talk to people etc. Today is the last day of the trip so we have another long journey ahead of us.