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Forum: Other Issues and Conditions 14th May 2020, 13:46
Replies: 1
Views: 2,163
Posted By Xithium
BDD & working from home = unexpected video tasks

I'm having increasing trouble with my work situation because of how I feel about my appearance. I'm sorry if this is rambling and sounds absurd. I just find myself going into full on panic mode every...
Forum: Room with a View 26th May 2019, 11:51
Replies: 5,152
Views: 718,805
Posted By Xithium
Re: What I did today - for small achievements and cheers

Went with my partner to go and pick up something he'd bought from ebay yesterday. Was tempted to stay in the car as I find it a bit anxiety-provoking to go into the house of someone I don't know,...
Forum: The Social Anxiety Room 12th July 2018, 19:13
Replies: 26
Views: 2,891
Posted By Xithium
Re: What is your job?

I'm a trainee teacher in a primary school. It's basically the complete opposite career to what I expected I'd end up doing. I hated the very thought of it up until last year. Then, after getting...
Forum: The Lounge 30th March 2018, 21:56
Replies: 29,499
Views: 2,022,712
Posted By Xithium
Re: Type what you're thinking about right now (11)

How mortifying today was.

Went to my boyfriend’s nan’s house for a good Friday dinner, with his mum and step-dad. Flushed a tampon down the toilet. Later his step-dad comes out of there telling us...
Forum: The Lounge 26th March 2018, 20:48
Replies: 27,062
Views: 2,029,852
Posted By Xithium
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)

Feeling a bit down. I started a new job last year, as a trainee teacher. I knew from the start it was a bit of a mad decision, as being up in front of people has always been a huge fear of mine. But...
Forum: Room with a View 1st March 2018, 12:36
Replies: 14
Views: 4,005
Posted By Xithium
Re: Small Things You Were Proud of in 2017

I passed my driving test and got a car.

Went on holiday abroad (I'd only been on a plane once before, in 2016, so that was quite cool).

Finished a counselling course which gave me a new...
Forum: The Lounge 1st March 2018, 12:31
Replies: 35
Views: 2,300
Posted By Xithium
Re: off work with the snow

I've had it easy. I work in a primary school (which is, in our defence, at the bottom of a very steep, dangerous hill!) and received an email early yesterday morning telling everybody not to attempt...
Forum: The Social Anxiety Room 20th August 2017, 17:49
Replies: 13
Views: 1,815
Posted By Xithium
Re: How bad is your SA nowadays?

In itself, it's not so bad anymore. Around a decade ago I was virtually a recluse but since then I've made some progress with integrating myself into a more normal way of life. On many occasions I'd...
Forum: The Social Anxiety Room 28th July 2017, 18:14
Replies: 6
Views: 1,193
Posted By Xithium
Re: Going swimming or to the gym

I went swimming for the first time in about 10 years, last year. I felt nervous beforehand because I don't feel very comfortable exposing so much of my body. I spent a long time trying to find a...
Forum: Other Issues and Conditions 26th July 2017, 08:47
Replies: 282
Views: 277,572
Posted By Xithium
Re: Body Dysmorphic Disorder

Sorry for the late reply, but thank you for your response. I think I will look into getting hold of a copy of that book and checking it out. It seems to have gotten quite a few positive reviews, so...
Forum: Other Issues and Conditions 22nd July 2017, 18:07
Replies: 282
Views: 277,572
Posted By Xithium
Re: Body Dysmorphic Disorder

^I don't know either why he said what he did, and neither does he seemingly. Just brutal honesty, I guess. But it stuck with me even though he has since apologised. I obviously harbour resentment...
Forum: The Social Anxiety Room 22nd July 2017, 09:07
Replies: 13
Views: 1,993
Posted By Xithium
Re: What is your Job?

I currently work in retail. Hated the idea of it at first and I was so nervous during my first few months there. But I have to say, it's helped me immeasurably, socially, over the years. Whilst I...
Forum: Other Issues and Conditions 22nd July 2017, 08:47
Replies: 282
Views: 277,572
Posted By Xithium
Re: Body Dysmorphic Disorder

I received an email from my boyfriend's mum containing some pictures of him and I at a wedding abroad that we all attended last year. It's triggered all the upset I feel at my appearance again, as I...
Forum: Room with a View 14th June 2017, 13:48
Replies: 5,152
Views: 718,805
Posted By Xithium
Re: What I did today - for small achievements and cheers

Went to my interview and it went pretty well! I had an awful time last night, working myself up into a right panic, but as soon as I got in the car this morning to get to the office the nerves almost...
Forum: The Lounge 13th June 2017, 23:48
Replies: 27,062
Views: 2,029,852
Posted By Xithium
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)

Shitty.

I've got an interview in the morning and was supposed to have received an email with quite a few questions to fill out (a few 'what would you do if...' scenarios, as well a personal...
Forum: Room with a View 7th June 2017, 21:46
Replies: 5,152
Views: 718,805
Posted By Xithium
Re: What I did today - for small achievements and cheers

^ Well done! I don't know if you experience the same, but sometimes when I do finally manage to get one thing done I find that's the best time for me to blitz a few things. If it's anxiety-provoking...
Forum: The Lounge 7th June 2017, 21:43
Replies: 27,062
Views: 2,029,852
Posted By Xithium
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)

Thank you Aleks :) Of course, now I'm worrying about how I'd feel moving on from my current job... the people there are basically my only social interaction, and because I've been there a few years I...
Forum: Room with a View 7th June 2017, 16:15
Replies: 5,152
Views: 718,805
Posted By Xithium
Re: What I did today - for small achievements and cheers

I made a phone call to chase up a training opportunity that I applied for a while ago, but had heard nothing back about. On Monday I'd phoned to request a call back but heard nothing, so today...
Forum: The Lounge 7th June 2017, 15:56
Replies: 27,062
Views: 2,029,852
Posted By Xithium
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)

Now... nervous/excited. :embarrass:

The phone call paid off. I was asked to send my CV and about 10 minutes after doing so, the guy phoned me back to call me in for an interview next week. Cue...
Forum: The Lounge 7th June 2017, 15:19
Replies: 27,062
Views: 2,029,852
Posted By Xithium
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)

Thank you! I made the phone call... didn't come off great I suspect, because of nerves, but... it's done. Panic over!
Forum: The Lounge 7th June 2017, 14:51
Replies: 27,062
Views: 2,029,852
Posted By Xithium
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)

Anxious :frown2:

I'm trying to sort out a new career for myself, which seems to involve making more phone calls than my nerves can handle. I need to make another one today, to chase someone up...
Forum: The Social Anxiety Room 16th May 2017, 22:27
Replies: 6
Views: 1,554
Posted By Xithium
Re: Split up with partner, devastated.

I don't think it is, no. At least not in healthy relationships. I know some people would say that at least (to your knowledge) he's not been physically unfaithful to you, but the point is that he's...
Forum: Room with a View 2nd May 2017, 22:17
Replies: 5,152
Views: 718,805
Posted By Xithium
Re: What I did today - for small achievements and cheers

I picked up my new car. I love it. Passed my test last week after putting off learning to drive for 10 years, and it's so exciting getting to drive around now!
Forum: The Social Anxiety Room 5th March 2017, 20:26
Replies: 13
Views: 1,648
Posted By Xithium
Re: Did anxiety effect your teens and does that have an impact on your life now?

I was very anxious, depressed and avoidant during my teens and feel I missed out on a lot because of it. They were extremely dark years for me and I can't really draw upon any good memories, to be...
Forum: Room with a View 1st February 2017, 15:30
Replies: 5,152
Views: 718,805
Posted By Xithium
Re: What I did today - for small achievements and cheers

Passed my driving theory test :d

Talked to a lovely lady afterwards, too, as we were getting our belongings out of our lockers. We actually ended up getting the bus together. I wasn't feeling...
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