^^ I’m so sorry you are feeling that way John, I think most of us here can relate and have felt that way more than a few times during our lives
Well meaning platitudes such as things will get better, there’s always light at the end of the tunnel, blah blah blah.. sound so meaningless and empty when you’re in the depths of despair or simply have had enough of living, but countless folk have passed this way who have gone on to find a little happiness and purpose. Of course, (as I think the oh so wise Gregarious introvert will agree
) these better moments can ebb and flow and sometimes you’re back thrashing against the rocks, but there are things that can make life feel a little bit more worthwhile. You say that you have liked life in the past? What was it about that time that made things seem more worthwhile?
I hope that you can find
something to bring you a little happiness again John
Keep posting here too , I know it’s helped me
