Child-self Murder
I’m just going to put this out there…
Kind of a ‘how normal is it?’ question –
Just to clarify firstly, I am far from an aggressive person, never been in a fight, I don’t like gore films, don’t fantasise about murder or pain onto others.
However - For years now I have fantasised about murdering myself as a child (NOT ADULT).
These images can get quite alarmingly violent, and are triggered by any thoughts about myself as a child. I don’t necessarily hate myself now as an adult, but as a child I’m filled with so much hatred.
As a child I never did anything ‘evil’, I was just an embarrassment.
Anyone else get this?
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