[Quicksand]

Always thought have something more than the condition diagnosed with - bpd does seem to fit some of the traits. gp just poo-poos idea every time it's mentioned in a better spell. definitely do not find it easy engaging w people but beg to show more trust in the ones know now and hope more thoughtful of others-thats requiring harder work but it's beg to reap rewards into hopefully a more relaxed summer. Deep breathing...