I'm not sure anymore. I made a lot of progress in the last few years, but at the moment I feel a bit depressed and anxious about the future. Nothing new here... but I noticed lately I restarted isolating myself a bit too much because of it and restarted getting this uncontrollable crushing sad feeling on and off through the days.
But at least I'm improving in other areas. I finished my first song in ages and started doing fashion design. I guess I should concentrate on that.