Re: how is everyone feeling?
i feel like my energy has been well and truly wrung out of me. like i'm a tea bag that has been used 20 times. like i've been abused by a vampire in the night. like i've been kicked in the nuts, but without the localised pain. you know that deep depression and sense of ultimate defeat you get from a kick in the stones? my mind has assumed the form of the thought "GO. LIE. DOWN." it's not screaming this , my mind just is that thought - everything i do just brings me back to that inevitable and undeniable order.
pity i have to do a shift in one job, and then a shift in the other straight after, today.
i've already ridden caffiene for all it's worth ande my body can't do that anymore. i just need to go to bed. but it ain't happening.
*waves wrist limply*
when will i bloody learn? if i'd just gone to bed an hour earlier i probly wouldn't feel this way.
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