Re: Do you think you are a 'Bad Person'?
^ Yeah, exactly. In fact, people being nice to you can be even worse than if they were being nasty, because there's no one to blame for anything bad you feel but yourself.
I can't imagine what that's like either, it's completely alien to me. I could try to challenge it, but it feels a bit like trying to convince myself that 2+2=5. It's like I'm aware I'm trying to trick myself, so it doesn't work.
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