Re: Do you feel like people see you as weak......
or do i feel i am, regardless?
physically, i feel I am weak atm. i used to do weights, so i guess i felt strong at some point, but that was a long time back, and i feel physically weak now. the other night i had to carry something up a stair-well, and couldn't believe how knackered i was compaired to who i was with (who was carrying a similar heavy item). i don't really see my f**ked-upness as weak, more just the fact that others are stronger regardless of any 'strength' i could muster and could beat me to a pulp, especially in a group of the bastards. i dunno....
as for strength 'mentally' compaired to others, i feel i don't feel i have much influence over that aspect of 'strength' either, probably even more so.
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