[Spideysenses]

I did not have a supportive family to go back to. I could have moved back. For a while. I was not a qualified professional who could rent an apartment or a flat. I should have been and of course I was mad knowing if I had not been in rehab I would have been a high flyer. It wasn't my home life alone to blame. A thousand papercuts so the saying goes. To be fair I did not think that not being able to gain a high paying job warranted
or deserved sympathy. On the contrary. I didn't think that anyone had an ounce of sympathy for me. False ploys to save their own skin but not genuine remorse. I had not lost everything. Things had changed. I had changed. But not all was lost.