Do you feel you are really jealous or intimidated
I find I am. It’s usually with people I get a bit close to. Like when I first saw my relatives through the internet I was threatened or jealous that I may be inferior to them in certain ways such as height, athleticism, looks, social status. It’s less now but still there.
With people I have really liked or had a crush on I can easily feel intimidated by them by feeling I lack in an area that they don’t lack.
I know it’s not healthy or rational. I think it’s cause I don’t feel good enough as a person or haven’t accepted myself enough.
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