[Hopeforme]

See you how feel after your break. Enjoy it for the time being and evaluate to see if you want to go back and if it will be useful.

That's good that your anxiety has improved a little bit from running.

Yes people absolutely have this weird status obsessed view about what job you do. I was raised in a school and family and culture like that but I always thought it was stupid. Without the kitchen porter, it's going to be harder as a customer to enjoy a good meal if you go out to eat.

I don't think there is anything wrong with aiming for the "best" job if it's something you can do.

I was never career oriented however I am realising the value of having money. I need private medical healthcare and it is not cheap!

I am expected to me married or at least find a gf soon but I think people in my family have stopped saying it me for good now because they think I am a screw-up of a person.

I would like more friends and I would definitely like a gf but here my social anxiety just absolutely holds me back and this is what I need treatment for. I live in a social prison.