Hi amiza
many thanks for sharing ur experience with me, i feel a bit better knowing that i ,m not alone in this way.
I admire that you have stuck out some jobs that length of time as i struggle with a few days into them.

But you are right in saying i should walk before i run, i am going to take a few days to calm down and rethink what i am going to do jobwise.

Going tot the doctor in 2 weeks time and i will see what she can do to help me again.
take care and hopefully chat again with you.
raydvd