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Old 12th March 2010, 14:51
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Default Constantly feeling like you have to earn everyones respect

This is why I'm such a mess and started to isolate myself so much.

I felt like I could never just be myself because myself was constantly being ridiculed.

I felt like I had to constantly try and earn peoples respect which is a full time job and never ending.

I just want to be myself because it's too drainning and I can't live like that anymore.

Why could'nt people just feck off and leave me alone?

I dont have the energy to keep fighting anymore.

I can't present myself as someone deserving of respect anymore.