[Clementine]

Rejection/abandonment issues are really taking me over again at the moment. Feeling like nobody likes me or wants to talk to me, that everyone sees me as a joke or as annoying or just doesn't see me at all.
Even with my best friend, if he doesn't speak to me much then I'm convinced that he's sick of me so I try to leave him alone instead of pestering him with my pathetic neediness. Then I feel lonelier and more rejected though.
It's hard when you're reliant on others to provide you with a sense of self worth and validation because you're incapable of finding any within yourself. It's not fair on anyone else either.