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Old 12th March 2019, 05:01
gregarious_introvert gregarious_introvert is offline
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Default Re: Do you ever wonder how it will all end?

I don't really think about how it will end, although in my agoraphobic periods, I've imagined lying dead in the house, undiscovered until the flies swarm at the windows. I'm lucky enough to be enjoying the best period of my life, doing the things I love and having a loving partner (although we did split for 2 1/2 months, that was enough to know we can't live without each other).

Fate being what it is, I'll probably get hit by a bus / fall down some stairs (not mine, I live in a bungalow) / that meteor will land / I'll get kidnapped by Cambodian bandits or some other unforeseen circumstance will cut me off just as my life is beginning! However, my intention is to have a living will so that if I do lose my quality of life, I can go - or if I have the ability to get there, I'll do the Swiss thing. For now, though, I'm too busy living to think about dying and hope for at least another twenty years of good physical health so I can finish my bucket list.

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