[anxiouslondoner]

I don't know if I am socially anxious in the traditional sense, I can do a lot of things but tend to break down when it comes to more meaningful interpersonal relationships. I feel lonely almost all the time, have a pretty lousy sense of self and can't really cope with any non-superficial interaction with anyone. But I can travel to a foreign country and order food in bad Spanish without even feeling too awkward about it now.