[Coffee]

The fact that you are starting with nothing will make it all the more profound when you start making progress in life and reflect back on what you have achieved.

It's not about worrying about what you haven't achieved yet, it's about thinking about where you want to be at 30 and chasing that come what may.

You are 19 which means without realising it you have an awful lot more energy at your disposal than you will always have, so use it, put your foot on the gas and change your life.

I'd suggest something along the lines of an apprenticeship in a practical trade. It requires little academic qualification to start, will get you out of the house and away from your parents for most of the working week, and before long you will be able to progress to doing it for yourself and earning decent money making things like your own place a reasonable goal to set your sights on.