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Old 11th September 2017, 23:46
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^ well if you go the that meetup I hope it turns out well, and if you don't go I hope you manage to find some way of feeling better and less isolated it can't be fun feeling like that, especially if it's making you think of suicide
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Old 21st September 2017, 19:08
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Still feeling really bad and those train tacks I saw the other day looked so inviting.... 😡😡😡😭😭😭
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Old 21st September 2017, 19:25
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^ I hope this loses some of it's intensity for you very soon
Have you sought any help?

You've mentioned having a lot of anger built up too, I know how desperate that can make you feel Could you look into relaxation exercises or something like that to help you feel a bit calmer at least?
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Old 24th September 2017, 21:49
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^ I hope this loses some of it's intensity for you very soon
Have you sought any help?

You've mentioned having a lot of anger built up too, I know how desperate that can make you feel Could you look into relaxation exercises or something like that to help you feel a bit calmer at least?
Sorry I didnít reply sooner .. My dr knows about it ... Iím seeing someone from the mental health team at the end of October... The anger was partly the meds and really bad ladies issues that seemed to aggravate the situation... Iíve tried distraction but itís too hard at the moment ...
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Old 25th September 2017, 21:46
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Briefly thought about it the other evening but decided I'd prob botch it up anyway and land in A&E for a week explaining myself to cross nurses. Ooops.
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Old 26th September 2017, 13:33
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I've had a couple of evenings of having thoughts around being not good enough and being better out .... what's kinda shocking me is the casual nature in which they have come back and manifest in my head ... had a bout of these last year but its come back and it wasn't until today i realised that this has come back to me...

I'll be ok .. the one good thing is that they are just thoughts - there's fortunately never been intent
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Old 26th September 2017, 18:19
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^ Thatís good to hear Synagence
Obviously not good that youíre suffering with suicidal thoughts but good that you never have any intention in putting such thoughts into action.

I still have the occasional passing thought, but ever since becoming a mother over 14 years ago I knew for sure that suicide would never again be an option.

Even if a person doesnít realise it, I think thereís always someone, somewhere, that would feel shattered if they were to end it. Most people touch the lives of those around them more than they ever realise.
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Old 10th October 2017, 17:24
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Times like these I wish I had girlie friends .... Whatever I do Iím in a no win situation and the tracks look so inviting.....
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Old 10th October 2017, 21:25
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^ Look after yourself SHYGIRLAJB x
Hopefully these feelings will pass soon
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Old 10th October 2017, 23:48
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Really wish I had someone to talk to about my suicidal thoughts

Apparently this society is much more accepting to talking about mental health. Well I certainly can't talk about it to family, friends or work colleagues. No one understands, no one gives a shit in this pathetic selfish society.

Maybe I'll get some of my old childhood teddy bears out from the loft, and chat to them. They'll be more understanding than any human.
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Old 11th October 2017, 00:37
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^There is always someone you can talk to! I'm a long way from you so can't promise to talk face-to-face, but happy to give my number if you want to chat on the 'phone. I can't promise any profound insights (you'll have seen from my posts that I talk rubbish) but I can promise to listen.
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Old 11th October 2017, 18:01
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^There is always someone you can talk to! I'm a long way from you so can't promise to talk face-to-face, but happy to give my number if you want to chat on the 'phone. I can't promise any profound insights (you'll have seen from my posts that I talk rubbish) but I can promise to listen.
Thanks, that's much appreciated . And you don't talk rubbish!

I'm feeling a little better today, and rather embarrassed about that post now.

I've been at work all day so that has distracted me.
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Old 11th October 2017, 19:23
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^ Glad you're feeling better, Aleks
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Old 11th October 2017, 20:24
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^^There's no need to be embarrassed about your post, I had so many years with nobody to talk to and I know how it feels; anyway, as biscuits says, I'm glad you're feeling better.

Nonetheless, my offer still stands - if anyone feels that they have nobody to talk to, I'm happy to exchange PMs or offer my number.
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Old 12th October 2017, 01:24
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I wouldn't burden my family with guilt by doing it I don't think.
But I want to die, getting hit by a car, or being stabbed by a mugger or something.
When I get heart palpitations lying in bed trying to sleep, I actually kinda hope its a heart attack.

This week so far I felt ok, happy and smiley and hyperactive, now I'm crashing hard and it's back to the constant suicidal thoughts and crying for the next week or so.

I want off this ride.
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Old 21st October 2017, 11:59
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This past week, I've come to realise how unwanted and pointless I am in a world which has a different set of values to those I can accept.

I really am superfluous.
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Old 21st October 2017, 12:56
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We are all superfluous.

I struggle dealing with the lack of basic decency most humans display. Just knowing so many poor quality people exsist makes me sad, but there are good people and they are not that hard to find.

Maybe you should try making some changes in your life to reduce your exposure to the bad and increase exposure to the good.
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Old 21st October 2017, 14:53
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^^ no you aren't GI

be kind to yourself, like you would be kind to a friend
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Old 21st October 2017, 19:06
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This past week, I've come to realise how unwanted and pointless I am in a world which has a different set of values to those I can accept.

I really am superfluous.

You are wanted though and definitely not pointless ...
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