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Old 7th October 2017, 17:47
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I'm so hungry, need food now. I gave my room a huge clear out today so that it's ready for Christmas
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Old 7th October 2017, 17:54
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This might have been the worst year of my life so far, the hardest one at least. I lost months of it to a mental breakdown and nearly died. Iíve lost people who were precious to me. Iíve been fighting since but I donít know what for, I can never fight hard enough to do more than tread water that I donít even want to be treading.
I was getting help for a bit so I felt a little hopeful but now thatís stopped, I was doing well with seeing the doctor but Iíve screwed that up too now and am too scared to sort it out.
Iím a pathetic excuse for a person, thereís no reason for me to exist and I strongly feel that I was never supposed to. I detest everything about myself, everything that I do and everything that I canít do. I donít want to hurt anymore and I donít want to hurt anyone else.
You cant possibly know what is to come, you still seem to be treading water anyway just in case so thats good. I suspect some good must be coming, you are certainly due some good given what you have been through. You can get back to getting help from where you need it I am sure, in time.

tl;dr - Chin up gal, it may never happen.
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Old 7th October 2017, 18:42
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Edit: Ordered new beads to make a new one, immediately found my bracelet hiding in the most random place Oh well, I guess someone's getting a bracelet that looks exactly like mine for Christmas then.
Maybe you could keep the new bracelet you are making, just in case the bracelet you already have finds another random place to go missing in the future

The thought of making my own jewellery really appeals to me.

Shall look forward to seeing the piccie of your new bracelet Kooky
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Old 7th October 2017, 18:50
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^ haha, it had crossed my mind to do that Muggins, I'm far too aware of how absent-minded I am, but sometimes I like to pretend otherwise

There are plenty of online resources - tutorials and the like for jewellery making and the materials can be pretty cheap too. It's a nice little hobby to have.
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Old 7th October 2017, 18:52
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Old 7th October 2017, 19:10
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Making a ham sandwich
You having coleslaw too?
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Old 7th October 2017, 19:12
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This might have been the worst year of my life so far, the hardest one at least. I lost months of it to a mental breakdown and nearly died. Iíve lost people who were precious to me. Iíve been fighting since but I donít know what for, I can never fight hard enough to do more than tread water that I donít even want to be treading.
I was getting help for a bit so I felt a little hopeful but now thatís stopped, I was doing well with seeing the doctor but Iíve screwed that up too now and am too scared to sort it out.
Iím a pathetic excuse for a person, thereís no reason for me to exist and I strongly feel that I was never supposed to. I detest everything about myself, everything that I do and everything that I canít do. I donít want to hurt anymore and I donít want to hurt anyone else.

Youíve certainly had a tough Year Clementine and my heart goes out to you.

Thank goodness you came through the mental breakdown and are still here for those people who love and care about you. I think the fact that you have encountered many difficult situations in your life that would leave many people flailing but that you eventually came out the other side indicates that you are a lot stronger than you believe yourself to be. You suffered a very recent bereavement so it is natural that you will be struggling at the moment

I honestly canít imagine that you would ever intentionally hurt anyone. The fact that your issues sometimes cause you to withdraw from people who you have come to mean so much to is a common trait among many mental health sufferers here and not something you should beat yourself up over.

You know that there are always people about, myself included, whenever you need to reach out

Take care Clem x
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Old 7th October 2017, 19:14
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^ haha, it had crossed my mind to do that Muggins, I'm far too aware of how absent-minded I am, but sometimes I like to pretend otherwise

There are plenty of online resources - tutorials and the like for jewellery making and the materials can be pretty cheap too. It's a nice little hobby to have.
I just might check those tutorials out, thanks Kooky
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Old 7th October 2017, 21:58
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I could do with a new video game to play.
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Old 7th October 2017, 22:13
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I think my phone may “spontaneously” combust yay fire!
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Old 7th October 2017, 22:18
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^ It's a great feeling being able to breathe again, isn't it? Glad your starting to get over the worst
yes, it definitely makes sleeping much more pleasant! Thanks
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Old 7th October 2017, 22:20
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I think my phone may ďspontaneouslyĒ combust yay fire!
your posts crack me up rebka. Is your phone crap like mine then?
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Old 7th October 2017, 22:34
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^ haha! Itís just... not... doing my bidding! It might have something to do with being dropped countless times the last time of which cracked the screen quite bad (again) and so the screen is being all annoying and laggy, but I refuse to take any responsibilty for that! Iím blameless
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Old 7th October 2017, 22:56
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^ oh yea, they don't react well to physical persuasion do they? I've smashed a screen or two in my day...you regret if after but at the time it's very satisfying!
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Old 7th October 2017, 23:04
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Today is a year since I met miggs They call it a friendaversary.
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Old 7th October 2017, 23:07
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^ haha! Happy friendaversary you two!
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Old 7th October 2017, 23:10
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^^ whose 'they' I'd never heard of it before lol

Why do they interview fighters? Unless they're Ali, which they're not...who cares?
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Old 7th October 2017, 23:18
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Are you there, God? It's me, Merritt. Could I have a new arse, please? I think this one's gone off.
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Old 7th October 2017, 23:20
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Really hope Clementine is okay
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Old 7th October 2017, 23:26
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^ I hope Clem is okay too.
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Old 8th October 2017, 00:13
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This site is ****ing dead
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Old 8th October 2017, 00:42
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My sun, look at me, my palm turned into a fist. And if there's powder, give fire.
That's right.
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Old 8th October 2017, 00:44
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This site is ****ing dead
Yep There doesn't seem to be many night owls around anymore. I miss playing games with people at 3am.

Last edited by Kooky Monster; 8th October 2017 at 00:46. Reason: Horrific grammar
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Old 8th October 2017, 00:52
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Happy friendaversary newbs and miggs

I also hope Clems okay.
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Old 8th October 2017, 01:00
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I got tuh thinking while I was having a wee, you don’t see many shell themed bathrooms anymore
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Old 8th October 2017, 01:11
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Food
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Old 8th October 2017, 01:15
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I'm usually here in the early hours.
See you in the games room then, perhaps
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Old 8th October 2017, 01:16
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its about 1hr30 till I could potentially get THAT lottery email (usually saying I've won a lucky dip, bastards)

I mean I could just check my account now and be disappointed but no fun in that.
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Old 8th October 2017, 01:22
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^ If you've won BIG they send you an email telling you to phone them and they don't reveal how much you've won. Waiting to make that phone call to find out would drive me absolutely bonkers!

Hope you've won something better than a measly lucky dip!
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Old 8th October 2017, 01:35
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^ Really?

I always wondered if you got the GOOD NEWS, PLEASE LOG IN TO CHECK email..even if it was millions

The best I've ever won is £25 anyway, hardly enough to tell my boss where to stick it
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