What would make you feel better right now..?

[Rocket Spud]

^ Those tapestries - are we talking the hippy variety or authentic old world shit?

I need/should go for a walk. Energy lacks though :/

[Toxic]

My memory is shocking but a few things stand out.

10 years ago our town flooded so it kinda stands out to me as I was walking home with the water past my knees (oddly enough once I got to my street is was just a couple of puddles)

Apart from the fact I didnt have a penny to my name..I'd more than happily go back to that day...to have my 20's again and have another go..

Soo can I have 10 years back?

[Rocket Spud]

.. Sounds a bit back to front to me.

Glad the tapestries aren't the hippy kind, those trip me out.

[Silent Ninja]

Being able to function normally like most of the people out there in the world and just get on and do the "normal" things that constitute "living"in this world.

[Ronnie_Pickering]

God thats making me want Lasagne. Such an amazing dish.

What would make me feel better- no traffic jams 5.00-5.30.

[Jam]

If I could do something to make my friend happy.

[Silent Ninja]

Having someone to enjoy things with, there's not much to look forward to/get excited about if you'll just be doing it alone.

[Clementine]

This sinus pain to go away

[Ronnie_Pickering]

Originally Posted by Silent Ninja

Having someone to enjoy things with, there's not much to look forward to/get excited about if you'll just be doing it alone.

I'm certain theres 4/5 people from cambridge on this site! You seem like decent person, and deserve to find some good company.

[Silent Ninja]

^ Thanks Ramon, my trouble is though that I don't really do anything or go anywhere so there's very little chance of meeting anyone and if I did I'm so dull there's no way they'd want to hang out with me much.

[Pandapop]

A foot massage

[Ronnie_Pickering]

Originally Posted by Silent Ninja

^ Thanks Ramon, my trouble is though that I don't really do anything or go anywhere so there's very little chance of meeting anyone and if I did I'm so dull there's no way they'd want to hang out with me much.

guess thats judging your inhibited state, I guess when coming across someone you can talk to you come a bit less inhibited.Its just that hard query how you chance upon someone you can speak to. Your life kind of meanders around, and can sometimes bring people working aside you. I had like 7 workplaces I had no connection with anyone, then randomly, one or two has come along and have found couple of loose connections. And a sa group brought a few connections.
So I guess its meandering, and opportunities.

[kirbycrackle]

Ben and jerrys cookie dough.

[blancmange]

^ same... a whole pot of it

[kirbycrackle]

Originally Posted by Dimplesxo

^ same... a whole pot of it

It's rude not to finish it in one sitting

[flumpsy]

^ splitting a ben and jerrys is like splitting an atom. Its just not possible and never will be. Its called the pringles-effect.

I would feel better if I were tired.

I have been needing to get up early at least one day for the last week or so and keep on failing. I really want to do it tomorrow but just dont feel even slightly tired Every day that I fail to do it I just feel slightly worse about myself and this thing just becomes one of those things I have been ignoring for a while so it is ok to keep ignoring.

[Quicksand]

Some decent sleep at night time. If thats not too much to ask of next door.

[Silent Ninja]

Originally Posted by Ramon

guess thats judging your inhibited state, I guess when coming across someone you can talk to you come a bit less inhibited.Its just that hard query how you chance upon someone you can speak to. Your life kind of meanders around, and can sometimes bring people working aside you. I had like 7 workplaces I had no connection with anyone, then randomly, one or two has come along and have found couple of loose connections. And a sa group brought a few connections.
So I guess its meandering, and opportunities.

I think what I've really needed for many many years now is just to change job, something that is fairly simple for many, but I'm beginning to realise I just don't have it in me.

[Clementine]

.

[Rianne]

^ Have you fallen out?

And, has your sinus pain gone?

[Gomen]

Wish someone would shoot me. Then if there's a god he wouldn't judge me for suicide.

Idk I believe in God even though I know the majority of this forum doesn't. It's really the only thing that makes me feel guilty whenever the thought pops up.

[Rianne]

^ I believe. Sometimes it's about the only thing that has kept me going.

[Clementine]

^^^ yeah, my head is a lot better thanks.

^^ sorry you're feeling like that, Gomen. I'm glad that your faith helps you

[Pandapop]

Vodka, think I'mma go get some.

[Ronnie_Pickering]

Originally Posted by Silent Ninja

I think what I've really needed for many many years now is just to change job, something that is fairly simple for many, but I'm beginning to realise I just don't have it in me.

a lot of people don't. People stay in their jobs years and years, sa or unsa.
But it is hard finding a new job. I have to do this soon as my job covering someone is coming to an end. Back into chaos.

[flumpsy]

A table, y'know, to eat off.

I dont have a table anywhere apart from the workbench in my shed. I do love eating cross legged on the floor with all my food spread out in front of me but havent been able to do that for a while. It is the best way to eat a takeaway curry for sure.

I just want to take my food to a table and sit up and eat it. Its either on my lap or more likely balanced on my duvet on small squares of cardboard to collect the over-spill.

I would like a table please thread. Which means a bigger house please thread. Which means getting rid of my anxieties and avoidances so I can move please thread.
Thanks thread.
Laird McFlumpsy

[Indigo_]

^ What furniture do you have in your house?

[flumpsy]

^ Well, I have a huge leather lay-z-boy recliner, matching but incredibly uncomfortable sofa, home made and not quite finished sideboard. And a bed. That's about it.

I do have a 1950s radiogram / media centre that I converted to house my fishtank and audio stuff, that I am damn proud of. But yeah, no upright chairs or places to eat. No breakfast bar or anything at all really.

Oh, also my ottoman empire. I have many many ottomans for storage but they are stacked so not of much use for seating. Considering my age and amount of belongings my house if absolutely frigging tiny

[Clementine]

Hugmageddon

[Silent Ninja]

Having enough money to buy loads of new stuff.