How is everyone feeling? (31)

[kirbycrackle]

Bit better today. Heads cleared little. Sleeping late propbably helped. Just very hot ATM.

[Mo34]

Originally Posted by Rocket Spud

Yeah, it's a wonder he lasted as long as he did! Glad to hear the music has been reduced

aye. Ta, God knows how long it'll last though!

[kirbycrackle]

Originally Posted by biscuits

^ You get some glasses of water down ya. Hope you feel better soon :[

Thanks beezy will do

[kirbycrackle]

^ take care biscuits x

Utterly fed up of being awake today

[Appear]

^/^^

Hope ya both feel better.

I'm feeling meh and hmph and slightly ee all at the same time.

[Kevin Hodge]

awful. just broke open an easter egg and a pong like dog biscuits floated out


fmfl

[Rocket Spud]

A bit fed up with it all - there's too many things not to be depressed about, and i don't know how to help myself.

[Toxic]

My private GI appointment is in 1hr30

Part of me is glad that I've queue jumped instead of waiting till end of May but most of me is shaking like a leaf, I haven't actually got anything diagnosed yet, this is a chat and working out what scans and whatnot I may need.

God I've paid enough for this, I need to get my moneys worth but I can see I'm just going to be sitting there freaking out

[Rocket Spud]

^ Yeah, i don't think i've got the personality for depression, though i can still feel proper cack sometimes.

Thanks, bisco

[Kevin Hodge]

Originally Posted by biscuits

^ how can that be? Did you accidentally buy a rawhide Easter egg for dogs?

it was an m&ms egg, now that i think on it, that m&m shop in london smells pretty barfic as well, perhaps m&m factory air got trapped when the egg was sealed

[Merritt]

^ I've been in there a few times and I've never once even considered buying anything. It's not even because of the prices, you spend 5 minutes in there and you feel like you've absorbed a bellyful through osmosis.

[Toxic]

Originally Posted by biscuits

^ crikey, sounds like you’re going through a lot at the moment. It’s good that you can find out pronto what’s going on. The little wait in the waiting room isn’t as scary as the longer wait until May. let us know how it goes, Toxic all the best

@ Spud.. I’ve got your feels too. It’s like you can have 10 minutes of laughter, jokey happiness then you remember everything has still gone to shit. Hope you’re alright fella :]

Thanks

I did exactly what I thought I would, had a 20min chat, shook the guys hand, left the room..left the building..THEN remembered about 200 different things I Wanted to say

Still no further, been told I can have a procedure on the NHS and wait 8 weeks..or have it privately next week for 2 grand (involving a camera going where cameras should not!) Though he didn't really seem like there was any rush...doesnt particularly help me that I've been feeling like cack since january..

[NYW]

Mixed up. I miss SAUK so I'm keen to get back involved

[Kevin Hodge]

really want some crisps man

[Consolida]

Sad

Also scared. Saw my GP yesterday about a sore throat that I’ve had for about 2 months. After a quick look in my mouth she said it could be a fungal infection so gave me some medicine. If that doesn’t get rid of the sore throat she wants me to go back so she can arrange for me to have an endoscopy (camera down the throat) at the hospital. The prospect of that absolutely terrifies me. I know I have the habit of always thinking the very worse but when I told a relative about my worries it was ‘Ohh you’ve always got cancer’ in a dismissive rolling of the eyeballs kind of way. On my gravestone I’m gonna have ‘I told you I was ill!’ and feel SO smug about it - accept I won’t get that chance because I’ll be dead

[Kevin Hodge]

sometimes i light the beacon of gondor just to see if anyone cares

[A Whimsical Stranger]

Alone and unwanted.

[Rocket Spud]

Dull.

[Kevin Hodge]

Ganishing, tumiferous, mectic, spackled and burnished with wine, sprayed from the king of pop's can of pop, clad in andromeda, wrapped in spiral arms, and pressed in on all sides by uranus, 3-headed, sore-footed, optically enhanced and aesthetically challenged, suffering from seasonal indigestion due to eating the stuffing of legend, wheateorite intolerant and meat indolent, and most of all, daring, like evel knievel - i dare to believel that in fact YES! MY BUM DOES LOOK BIG IN THIS

[NYW]

Originally Posted by Dead Wife

Alone and unwanted.

Me too. I guess anxiety affects the number of people who could potentially want to spend time with us.

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[Mo34]

Tired. Neighbour decided to start playing music around 10pm till 1am. Had wanted to stay in bed this morning but online shop being delivered any time now.

[anxiouslondoner]

^^thanks Kooky
I wish I had the mental capability to actually get into something and take a real interest and enthusiasm in it instead of drifting between ideas with a kind of "meh whatever" response to everything. I'm just not excitable these days, even hurtling down a black ski run with an unexploded grenade in each pocket would probably leave me thinking "well that kept me slightly distracted for a while, better find something else to do now to stop the onset of terminal boredom"

[Toxic]

either anxiety is causing me flu like symptoms, my illness is causing flu like symptoms ..or I've managed to get the flu in what I would describe as being..the hottest day this town has had in about 6 months. I continue to feel shit in new and wonderful ways.

If it was altered carbon I'd be getting a new sleeve asap

[blancmange]

Happy I've just worked out properly for the first time in a while.... my legs huuuurt though!
Now I'm going to binge Wild Wild Country

[Oddity]

^

[blancmange]

^ it won't last long

[A Whimsical Stranger]

Originally Posted by NYW

Me too. I guess anxiety affects the number of people who could potentially want to spend time with us.

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I feel like I subconsciously push people away which further fuels my belief that no one likes me, which makes me push people away even more. It's a happy cycle.

[Mo34]

Originally Posted by Dimplesxo

Happy I've just worked out properly for the first time in a while.... my legs huuuurt though!
Now I'm going to binge Wild Wild Country

I've just finished Wild Wild Country.

[NYW]

I tend to push people away too. I think I do it to avoid rejection.

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[Mo34]

Totally stuffed. That was a rich ole curry. *loosens trousers*