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Mo34 · #**18511** 4th May 2018, 16:37

Well the peace and quiet almost lasted a week. Not long in, parked up to extreme loud music blaring out.

He really is a little shit. It;s like an outdoor event in my flat.

hellotiger · #**18512** 4th May 2018, 17:48

The stages of screaming at the top of your lungs out of anger and frustration. First the build up, like a shaken up bottle of pop, oh shit I'm going to explode. The mad dash to go somewhere no one can see you/ trace it back to you. The blackout. The realisation that you've actually done it, triggered by wondering why your mouth is wide and hearing the piercing noise. The abrupt stop. The panic, oh shit someone must have heard that and think I'm being murdered. The shaking but otherwise outwardly looking like nothing happened while thinking about what a mental **** you are and thinking you'll get locked away. Final stage is the pain in the throat.

I'm thinking about quitting my job.

hellotiger · #**18513** 4th May 2018, 20:06

^ Thanks hun. I had a rough day. You could do with one of these yourself

Try not to beat yourself up about backing out of your plans, it was bad timing and you weren't up to it.

Rocket Spud · #**18514** 4th May 2018, 21:19

Cos we have two hands.. ?

kirbycrackle · #**18515** 4th May 2018, 22:07

I dont care for Alden ehrenreich. ****ing Disney

jd90 · #**18516** 4th May 2018, 22:27

Got to have a colonoscopy on the 16th. 2018 has been ****ing horrendous so far. fml as the kids say

Pandapop · #**18517** 5th May 2018, 14:54

Oh this weather is perfect <3
Gardening today, Monday BBQ and Tuesday beach times.

Vienna · #**18518** 5th May 2018, 16:35

I plan to leave home at 830 ish tomorrow morning, the drive will take about 2 hours to get to Exmoor. That A39 is a bugger of a road, so bendy.
Hoping it won't be too hot. When I get walking out on the moor ,there's no shelter just open land, must wear a cap.

Professor Willow · #**18519** 5th May 2018, 17:24

How to make myself look younger...

I think the beard has to go first

Rocket Spud · #**18520** 5th May 2018, 17:35

^ Are you creating a dating profile or something?

I look younger clean-shaven - not that i do it to look younger, i do it to avoid looking a wreck! How big a beard are we talking? Post a pic?

Toxic · #**18521** 5th May 2018, 19:11

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Originally Posted by jd90

Got to have a colonoscopy on the 16th. 2018 has been ****ing horrendous so far. fml as the kids say

Wow

Did you hack my account

that sounds like something I'd have typed this year

I had one 10 days ago!

As I now feel like an expert on the matter (hardly but you know) The prep is much worse than the probing..

Hope your's goes as uneventful as mine (although I'm still falling apart and feel shit so I don't know if that was a positive really)

hellotiger · #**18522** 5th May 2018, 19:14

I need a poo! I'm in a takeout waiting for my udon and I need a poo!

kirbycrackle · #**18523** 5th May 2018, 19:26

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Originally Posted by hellotiger

I need a poo! I'm in a takeout waiting for my udon and I need a poo!

When you gotta go you gotta go...might get a discount?

The sun is setting about bloody time

newbs16 · #**18524** 5th May 2018, 19:31

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Originally Posted by hellotiger

I need a poo! I'm in a takeout waiting for my udon and I need a poo!

Hopefully you don't need to wait too much longer.

Mo34 · #**18525** 6th May 2018, 12:43

Hmm I've apparently been blocked by irishgenelogy because: 'You have been blocked because of a suspicious activity. We are aware of that.' Like wtf? I have paid and I don't see how searching for my grt grt grandparents and family is suspicious activity. Nobs.

Schmosby · #**18526** 6th May 2018, 13:49

^ that's odd, contact them for a refund.

hellotiger · #**18527** 6th May 2018, 14:03

Hahaha I forgot about my latest pooscapades. Not even a bush of stinging nettles to go in

I did not poop myself, I got my noodles and made it home.

I'm thinking I can't wait until my oh goes out. I love him very much but I'll enjoy the quiet time, I'll get to catch up on Once upon a Time, and I'll get to plan some outfits.

Schmosby · #**18528** 6th May 2018, 14:45

^ I wish I could get away. No matter where I am there is at least 1 person around to bother me. I'll get a little alone time on Monday morning at work, but only for a few hours.

Mo34 · #**18529** 6th May 2018, 14:51

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Originally Posted by Schmosby

^ that's odd, contact them for a refund.

It is. It may be because I was going through a largish volume of records as I have a difficult surname in my family tree. They often think your then not using it for just personal use. Decent, searchable, scanned, Irish records are like gold dust.

They've blocked me from the whole website so to get there contact details I'll have to use a different computer

Schmosby · #**18530** 6th May 2018, 14:55

^ I just went to the site to get the contact details for you and it says the same thing for me. So must be a website issue rather than you

Mo34 · #**18531** 6th May 2018, 14:57

^
Really? Oh that's good to hear! Thanks

Schmosby · #**18532** 6th May 2018, 15:00

No probs.

I've emailed the developer to let then know. Hopefully they will sort it soon.

hellotiger · #**18533** 6th May 2018, 15:11

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Originally Posted by Schmosby

^ I wish I could get away. No matter where I am there is at least 1 person around to bother me. I'll get a little alone time on Monday morning at work, but only for a few hours.

Same. I go to work an hour early just so I can sit and have a cup of tea alone with my thoughts.
I've considered booking into a hotel alone just to get away but I know my oh would take it personally.

Franz of Franzylvania · #**18534** 6th May 2018, 17:28

God I hate clothes shopping. It's only online, but even on the models everything looks unflattering, so christ only knows what kind of abomination I'd look in them.

Mo34 · #**18535** 6th May 2018, 20:44

I really need to make the effort to leave the house tomorrow.

Rocket Spud · #**18536** 6th May 2018, 21:15

This evening is sublime, i wish i was doing something other than what i am now..

jd90 · #**18537** 6th May 2018, 22:29

Quote:

Originally Posted by Toxic

Wow

Did you hack my account

that sounds like something I'd have typed this year

I had one 10 days ago!

As I now feel like an expert on the matter (hardly but you know) The prep is much worse than the probing..

Hope your's goes as uneventful as mine (although I'm still falling apart and feel shit so I don't know if that was a positive really)

Did you get sedated? I've opted to not have any, only gas. Not worried about the procedure, more what they find. I am glad it was uneventful. Is the falling apart related or to do with other stuff??

Pink*Lady · #**18538** 6th May 2018, 23:55

Theresa May on a cheeseboard. What the **** is wrong with me?!

Dean29 · #**18539** 7th May 2018, 10:18

That I need to do the rest of the gardening today but my edged snapped and I don***8217;t wanna go out to get a new one ha

Toxic · #**18540** 7th May 2018, 10:55

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Originally Posted by jd90

Did you get sedated? I've opted to not have any, only gas. Not worried about the procedure, more what they find. I am glad it was uneventful. Is the falling apart related or to do with other stuff??

I went private for my sanity

I did not have any red flag symptons despite having a constant/ache and questionable trips to the bathroom. I went to see the doctor in March who referred me. The referral wasn't till the end of may and then the colonoscopy would have been 2 months later..end of July..really you want me to wait for 4 months+ wondering what the hell is going on?

After a few weeks of waiting and going mad I rang up bupa mid April..got a consultation 2 days later (with the same doctor who would have been doing my NHS appointment but somewhere else) He said its probably fine but you might as well have a colonoscopy if Anything..to rule everything out and if I could wait the 8 weeks for the NHS or just have it done next week privately.

I wanted to wait but it was playing on my mind constantly so I just sucked it up and paid. Didn't actually know If I was being sedated or not, no one asked but I got a appointment/bill that mentioned £200 for an anesthetist which confused me. Rolled up on the wednesday afteroon..filled in some forms, was told by 1 person I would'nt be knocked out, told by someone else I'd be out for 25min and that was about it. Waddled into the room in my sexy paper pants with the hole in the back. Was injected with a few things in my hand and 5 seconds later I'm waking up with the consultant giving me a thumbs up saying nothing abnormal.

I guess I was being sedated then! I felt the same, wasn't bothered about the procedure but what they would find. As the day grew closer I was getting nervous but i'd never really had anything done in a hospital before barring the odd x-ray/cast.

It's like everyone says, the prep is worse, I mean its not exactly bad...but its not the best tasting drink and its...thorough, I'd rather not repeat it if I don't have to!

You feel a bit bloated for a few days after and in my case I was referred to as bambi when they stopped me trying to shuffle over to my other bed after coming out of the theatre because I was quite a bit dizzier than I expected

Guess you won't have that issue though!

I've got to go back early June for a biopsy result but hes not expecting anything so I'm still left with my questionable ache/toilet issues..I've got other aches and pains further up ..liver/gallbladder area, a weird pain in my throat and I've got this weird slight dizzy sensation..I'm falling apart I swear. I don't know if I've got some sort of autoimmune disease or If I buggered a nerve when I fell on my tailbone a week before all this started. No idea if its all related or not, I need to go back to doctors to start it all again but its back to waiting 2-3 weeks at a time!

Did you get rushed through for your colonoscopy? they only do that with bleeding don't they? which is usually one of the inflammatory diseases aint it? Well I hope they don't find anything in yours either, I know how you feel though!