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has anyone here run in to problems with using alcohol as a solace to loneliness & isolation periods due to SA,then ended up with further problems, ie,depression,,that alcohol in excess brings,
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Yup on more than one occasion too I might add - though not proud to.
It's a very easy thing to fall into and a much tougher one to climb out from. Everyone one at some stage in their life has partaken in the old 'Duch courage' whether or not they suffer with SA and for the most part it's ok, a one off. But I think from the SA perspective it's an easy get out clause. You think " Fuck yeah, this is great I can have a coupla stiff drinks before doing 'X' an I'm normal I'm one of them. I'm at ease. no SA resrictions ect ect" Whereas in actuail fact your doing more harm than good. As we all know alcohol hightens depression/anxiety espescially the next day and there lies the problem because in order for you to eliviate those symptoms you have another drink...so on and so fourth...Till your on that slippery slope to nowhere. Fast. Errm just realised that prolly didn't make much sense but I know what I ment.. |
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Am not in club 30 yet 25 but ive had alot of problems due to alcoholism and been to rehab etc i've got a alcohol worker who is trying to get me CBT not am off the drink to deal with the problems SA thats causing me to drink but most people wont take me because i've had a drink problem for CBT you have to wait for a period of time it sucks.
As thats what i need to keep me off the drink. |
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yea well put, yet even though i may know this in my head so to speak,when 'emotionally' in that place of maybe,stress,or isolation & loneliness,that slide of old past avoiding/escapism is there,having a support lifestyle around me for periods is & was a major bonus,but when thats not there,& increasingly more so,then theres big vulnerability to that slippery slide,yep it seems obvious 2me here now,but so easily overlooked,good reply,thanx,helped me clarify bit clearer,
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no,im too proud,too ashamed,to admit my underlying SA,used to think i was brave, but realise i was only running away & fooling myself,
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I know took me ages to tell my worker why i was really drinking but its the only way you can get help is by being truthful if you look at it the way you are just means its going to take longer but i totally know where you are coming from alcoholism is a illness and there's treatments out there and help i don't know how bad your drinking is but i d know from experience it doesn't help.
Might feel like it at the time but the next day its back to either drinking or facing your problems while feeling even more ran down an the process follows more drink more bad feels more drink to stop that and so on. |
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you know its so difficult when u have SA,alcohol is everywhere in social situations,& unless u r 100% all the time u only need to start to feel that sense of ease & comfort drink brings & its hard 2 stop,,the 'problem' is in me not in the glass,maybe AA& 12steps is wat i should do,ive read a bit about it,but its all or nothing is'nt it?
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A really good friend of mine is on AA on the web I track his progress on it an it's all about having a 'Higher power' and 'ODAT' 'Serenity prayer' bullshit. And apparently at AA meetings you all stand in a circle and hold hands at the end and say the Serenity Prayer He in actuail fact finds it quite patronising |
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i believe in a god, but yea i know wat u mean,some people hard 2 get on with when they r preaching at you,its just if i sit there sober! & and then explain my underlying SA was largely the cause,am i in the wrong place for that? & also id prefer go into the ring with mike tyson than admit that,really i would,but like you bravely said if i dont face it?? i just keep on ,difference is i know now im fooling myself,before i 1/2 believed my own build up,
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to think that i would rather drink myself to death, or live a lie doing some other 'big thing'than admit or tell other people who know me exactly how ive suffered with SA,? shows me now what how arrogant & proud ive always been in a wrong way,its taken me to my knees 2 beat that out of me,i hope its my rock bottom,cause i dont respect the lie i know ive become,,not all doom/gloom though eh,glad i get it now,with help of others openness,courage/desperation,a new goal to aim at,,thnx all,,,out..
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yeah i drink more than i should an i haven't got a problem with it,
not to sure about my liver and kidneys though. |
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I drink way more than I should. I've turned to spirits recently. I really should stop.
Problem is, the person I live with buys alcohol almost daily, and shares it with me. It was great at first, but the last month I've been drinking almost daily. Ugh. |
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I had a problem with drinking about five years ago when I thought the drink would help my anxiety and I went for months drinking about 70 units a week. I did go to the avalon centre for help and they helped me cut down gradually as there is a danger that you can have a fit if you just go cold turkey. I have been told by my therapist that I am still allowed to drink 1 or 2 alcoholic drinks per week but found I had odd weekends where I still drunk beyond that amount and the hangovers the next morning were horrible. I rarely drink anymore as im on the slimming world diet so that is a good excuse not to drink and yes I love diet coke. I am also very worried about the damage I have caused to my liver but I know if I do not have another drink for a while that will give my liver time to recover if there has been any damage.
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It worked for me when nothing else would, so I wouldn't write it off. A good friend of mine back then was an atheist, and he managed with the 'higher power' thing ok. I should lay my cards on the table though, and say that I did go back to drinking after 15 months of AA, but that wasn't their fault (my father died etc etc), but there we are. Some years later, I did stop again for 3 years, and I now (strangely) drink a couple of pints 2-3 times a week. Can't understand it really, maybe an age thing, I don't know. Just don't have the desire for it like I used to. |
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I don't drink because it messes up my moods - and then I don't know if i'm coming or going. I can't make good choices.... like I'll have a few drinks then go to a party and halfway through the door think Oh Shit!!!
I've never been very good at getting so drunk that I don't notice my anxiety. I seem to go from being stone cold sober and anxious to being tipsy and anxious to being sick. My Mum was an alcoholic. I don't seem to have inherited her taste for Vodka. |
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For the past six months Ive been drinking more.
Before that I didnt give a shit about it tbh. I had a drink last night though and I'm already thinking about getting some more. |
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Although Ive posted (what seemed a positive reply at the time) recently in another alcohol-related thread on here, I can see myself returning to my old habits.
Maybe the 2 threads could be merged? |
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It doesn't do a great deal for me at the moment anyway, so I'm in two minds whether its actually worth it. The whole crappy business with it is a chapter of my life that is in the past, I never want to go back there. Maybe I should just leave it in the past where it belongs. |
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I've had a lot of problems with alcohol. I've always used it as a way of overcoming my anxiety but it just creates it's own problems and makes things worse in the long run. I've done a lot of stupid and regrettable things due to drinking too much
I've recently decided to try and control my drinking more but its not easy. |