The 30+ what are you thinking right now thread

[Tim.82]

^
If it helps don't think of it as turning 30, but your 10th anniversary of turning 20

[Indigo_]

I'll be joining you soon

[Toxic]

I've been allowed to post for about 8 months now

It's not resting any easier on my mind, I hate it..I don't want to be here!

Wheres a 20+ thread, I'd feel better in there!

[Silent Ninja]

Originally Posted by newbs16

That i am now old enough to post in 30 to ... section

When was your Birthday?

[newbs16]

Originally Posted by Purplesnarf

Hope you had a nice birthday newbs

Thanks

[Cheshire Cat]

Thinking that was a bloody good homemade lasagne. I learnt a lot from living with Italians. Just need a few more friends to share it with!

Italian cooking skills: check.
Italian hospitality skills: need working on.

[SHYGIRLAJB]

I would like to take some drugs and feel better ..

[Phizz]

^ I'm feeling a bit like that tonight. Hope you feel better soon.

[SHYGIRLAJB]

Originally Posted by Phizz

^ I'm feeling a bit like that tonight. Hope you feel better soon.

Obviously I mean prescribed drugs and not illegal drugs .. I'm off my antidepressants now and I'm not having a good time ..

[SHYGIRLAJB]

Originally Posted by Garm

^^/^ Me 3. only got booze and prescription meds
Edit. They working ok for me so far tonight. Sleep beacons soon

Hmm , my body is not liking being antidepressant free .. Just want to feel ok ..

[newbs16]

wish I'd washed my hair this morning!

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[Azalea]

wish I wasnt here

[newbs16]

Should have exercised earlier but i am not really in the mood atm.

[Silent Ninja]

Lately I've been thinking "oh dear, I've missed "life" and it's too late now to catch up".

[Phizz]

Originally Posted by SHYGIRLAJB

Obviously I mean prescribed drugs and not illegal drugs .. I'm off my antidepressants now and I'm not having a good time ..

Sorry, my mistake. Hope I didn't cause any offence.

[SHYGIRLAJB]

Originally Posted by Garm

Sorry to hear that Is there a reason you've stopped taking them? maybe you've tapered down to quick?

Yeah , I decided to come off them due to them not working anymore , plus my skin specialist wanted me to come off them due to a different issue .., Well I took my Drs advice, now I'm thinking I have tapered down to quickly ...

[SHYGIRLAJB]

Originally Posted by Phizz

Sorry, my mistake. Hope I didn't cause any offence.

Don't worry you didn't ...

[kirbycrackle]

Aw don't say that clementine you'd be missed, hope this passes for you x

[newbs16]

^^ I really want you to feel better. you're lovely and would be missed x

[Professor Willow]

@Clementine
I'm sorry you are feeling like this
You are such a thoughtful and caring person as can be seen from your replies to other's posts here.
I really hope things improve and you are feeling happier very soon
Take care x

[Fluorescent Grey]

I might have made a mistake. No one was hurt and it's no big deal really. So obviously I think about killing myself.

[newbs16]

Are you honest about how you met someone if you started chatted to them on this forum, or do you lie? I was just wondering if other so called normal people would understand.

[Phantomy]

I thought loads of people meet online nowadays so its just normal now anyway? So I would be honest personally I might not say which forum though, it depends whos asking

[Mo34]

^^You could just say you met online originally. I don't suppose you need to go into detail about where online if you don't feel like it.

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Sent an old friend a Happy Birthday message this morn. Got me thinking about age again. She's 39 - I will be later on this year. God it's depressing How the f**k have I got so close to 40.

[Toxic]

I don't fully understand what's going on in my head

But 6 months ago I was quite up for the idea of meeting someone so I did the whole signing up to a dating site malarkey

Now? It couldn't be further from the truth.. I don't want the hassle in my life? I don't know what's going on. Have I become asexual? Or.. Which is it.. I still see women and find them attractive.. Especially with the warmer weather and the smaller clothes appearing.. But the idea of getting involved with them? No thanks

I know I'm 100% straight.. But really can't be bothered, I closed my okcupid account.. People say you need to do what makes you happy so I am, shame it's not something a 31 year old should be doing

[Mikei]

I'm wondering if I will ever make progress towards living the kind of life I want to live.

[Fluorescent Grey]

How pathetic it is to need other people. I'd much rather think of myself as being an eremite who shuns other people out of choice. But that would be bullshit. It's alway easier to feel part of the human race when there's someone there to vouch for you. The policeman stops you and says "What are you doing here?", and it's nice to be able to say that I'm here with X who'll confirm that I'm a human being.

Which admittedly makes me sound batshit crazy, but I'm not talking literaly, just trying to distil all the paranoia and alienation into one easily digested vol-au-vant. Yum Yum. My social apathy has just been an excuse to avoid social anxiety. Of course people are going to seem boring and shallow when you always keep them at a distance. The thought of always being alone scares me. If a tree falls in the woods and no-one is there to hear it then it might as well not have bothered existing at all. Well that sentence is wrong for several reasons but oh well.

[newbs16]

Being wide awake early on the weekend and then this morning I could easily stay in bed.

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[Libbyjay]

I'm thinking that this was not a good weekend to be me! But at the same time, I'm not surprised. Same old, same old.

[Toxic]

Need to find ways to slow down my perception of time

It's freaking me the hell out

Never bothered me in my 20s