How is everyone feeling? (21) - Page 39

Johnni · #**1141** 30th April 2012, 23:34

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Originally Posted by Only_human

Like a waste of skin. I'm so tired of being a nobody going nowhere but yet so fearful of being a somebody and going somewhere. I'm seriously such a pathetic excuse for a human being. I need to wake up and get a grip and stop being so whiny and think about what I do have compared to others but i'm so exhausted of being lost inside myself.

Hope you feel better soon dude, i guess on the flipside it's good that you feel you need to 'wake up' and do something.
Take small steps i suggest with regard to doing things to get better, maybe see the doc about meds etc to ease the stress of anxiety off your mind as the stress/anxiety can make us so exhausted at times (esp. cos of the OCD we both have) that we have no energy left to do anything else.

Johnni · #**1142** 30th April 2012, 23:48

Plan better for the next 3 at least then dude, easier said than done obv. Seems to have gone alright then it seems, although cos it's human geog it's a piece of piss i bet not like the phy. geog exams.

Johnni · #**1143** 30th April 2012, 23:49

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Originally Posted by NRG.89

Good luck for friday too then brah

Get yourself super revising pronto

You don't seem the type to say 'pronto'. I see you in a different light now.

Only_human · #**1144** 1st May 2012, 01:23

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Originally Posted by Johnni

Hope you feel better soon dude, i guess on the flipside it's good that you feel you need to 'wake up' and do something.
Take small steps i suggest with regard to doing things to get better, maybe see the doc about meds etc to ease the stress of anxiety off your mind as the stress/anxiety can make us so exhausted at times (esp. cos of the OCD we both have) that we have no energy left to do anything else.

Thanks! Yes trouble is I often have these I need to change moments but rarely do they materialize but never say never I guess. I'll try and see my doctor again. He said therapy was the answer last time rather then meds as he didn't feel I was the type that would benefit but I think I need to try at least. I was surprised he never suggested pills first actually. The main thing putting me off therapy again is getting to the clinic lol given I don't go out much it will be tough being able to go there consistently and not depending on my parents as I don't want to burden them with taking me.

I might ask about getting a mentor. I remember seeing someone mentioned it on here before. I think maybe if I could get some confidence with a mentor that won't be judging me it might help me at least get more independent and not be stuck in the house all the time. And given they won't be a friend as such I won't worry about embarrassing myself as much or being too dependent on them emotionally. But whether a GP can set that sort of thing up I don't know as I feel i'd benefit more from that, ie actually doing something to change rather then just talking about it.

MrPSB · #**1145** 1st May 2012, 09:30

Disappointingly for all concerned, I'm still not dead yet.

Johnni · #**1146** 1st May 2012, 12:04

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Originally Posted by Kony

And Johnni you git, we're like waaaay harder, gtfo to yo mama jerk.

At least we can find our mama's due to our geographic skills, you lot will get lost cos you learn pointless stuff.

Twoflower · #**1147** 1st May 2012, 12:13

Ah scared! Got letter through for staring intensive group cbt :/

Johnni · #**1148** 1st May 2012, 14:05

The map would be shit and you know it, it wouldn't have a legend, scale etc and mis-direct me. As a physical geographer i'll be able to identify a volcano and the specific type i.e Composite, Shield and be able to identify if they are dormant or active so overall much less chance of me falling into one than the average person.

#**1149** 1st May 2012, 14:19

today i am officially cured and immune from hayfever! **** you pollen i win you lose!

richieUK · #**1150** 1st May 2012, 14:36

horrible.

!>Y\e5l-%h-NMw>cH · #**1151** 1st May 2012, 17:19

Feeling frustrated but tired.

SHYGIRLAJB · #**1152** 1st May 2012, 18:09

Feeling sick, tired, headache (which won't go) etc, just shitty really hmm

ghost.of.an.englishman · #**1153** 1st May 2012, 19:09

apparently I've got panic disorder too now, as well as SA and depression. ****ing great

Cowburn · #**1154** 1st May 2012, 19:16

Really bummed out. A good friend of mine has just had some really bad news and she's the last person in the world to deserve it. Here's me, with a new job, so undeserving of it and someone who deserves all the best in the world is having a shit time. I'd happily take all her burdens and add them to mine, **** this world it makes no sense.

Caribou · #**1155** 2nd May 2012, 00:05

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Originally Posted by Cowburn

Here's me, with a new job, so undeserving of it

Don't be mean to yourself

smog · #**1156** 2nd May 2012, 08:28

Detached.
Not good considering I have my driving test this morn. I feel like a zombie. I suppose at least I'm not conscious enough to feel nervous!

MrPSB · #**1157** 2nd May 2012, 09:40

The same way a dog with no nose smells.

Twoflower · #**1158** 2nd May 2012, 10:33

Ugh...seem to have an allergic reaction to these antibiotics too :/ :/ so annoyed :/

Eklipse · #**1159** 2nd May 2012, 10:57

Shattered, couldn't sleep last night.
Impatient and desperate for sleep.

wintertulip · #**1160** 2nd May 2012, 11:32

Tired. My boyfriend got up at 5.30 am to catch a train and I couldn't get back to sleep after he left. Maybe I'll have a nap after lunch.

Tamara · #**1161** 2nd May 2012, 11:42

extremely anxious..

Twoflower · #**1162** 2nd May 2012, 12:17

Ahh crap I look terrible, why am I allergic to so much?! Damn stupid body. So self conscious even though there's nobody around to see me, what's that about?!

SHYGIRLAJB · #**1163** 2nd May 2012, 12:31

Stressing and worry about things that I can't control really.

smog · #**1164** 2nd May 2012, 15:09

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Originally Posted by Bobazaw

Good luck smog

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Originally Posted by Bobazaw

how did it go?

Thanks.
I passed!

Actually thought I'd failed after about 2-minutes as he told me to turn left and I went straight ahead :S Plus my instructor was sat in the back seat with a face like a slapped arse the whole time, which didn't help... But somehow I didn't even get a minor fault for it?!

Soooo pleased it's done, and I never have to have another lesson for as long as I live

Leif Erikson · #**1165** 2nd May 2012, 15:17

Awful but I realise I need to get out more

Alex_James · #**1166** 2nd May 2012, 16:15

Got a headache, had an all nighter for the first time in years.

Also deactivated my facebook account for 1 week, no reason, just want to be stubborn with myself.

anxiouslondoner · #**1167** 2nd May 2012, 18:31

Knackered. I just want to go home and sleep. It's not like I've even done anything interesting to justify feeling so tired.

Unbridled · #**1168** 2nd May 2012, 19:11

More socially anxious then I've been in a long time

Vastaux · #**1169** 2nd May 2012, 19:18

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Originally Posted by smog

Thanks.
I passed!

Actually thought I'd failed after about 2-minutes as he told me to turn left and I went straight ahead :S Plus my instructor was sat in the back seat with a face like a slapped arse the whole time, which didn't help... But somehow I didn't even get a minor fault for it?!

Soooo pleased it's done, and I never have to have another lesson for as long as I live

Congrats smog! :D providing you do everything in a safe manner then it is not a fault, if he had told you to turn left and then while going straight on quickly and dangerously turned left then it would of been a fail, even though you did the correct instruction, good job for just sticking with your gut!

T · #**1170** 2nd May 2012, 19:50

Getting abit disheartened with online dating stuff at the mo... wrote a few messages and and got nowt back did start chatting to someone and sent a few messages but sadly she stopped sending them... that happens alot in the past i guess i must be a boring sod then...makes you think is it worth the effort...