#4801
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Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
^ Yep, my patience is wearing thin. :/
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#4802
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The shrink turned out to be a well meaning but hapless young man who seemed a little out of his depth. He suggested increasing my citalopram, I said "no" (yay, assertiveness) and gave me some books on prescription about depression (he didn't have any for bereavement). Thank god for our wonderful mental health services, eh. I just managed to avoid asking whether he wanted me to stack the books under the duvet so I could pretend Em was still alive, see how nice I can be. I did accept a brand new variety of sleeping tablets though which doubles as an antihistamine, which might reduce the blobs I get on my hand when Erik play fights with me. That said, reducing minor allergic reactions isn't really my priority right now. Let the tears out girl - they will stop and you might feel a bit calmer. Worked for me today anyway. Sorry the panic is bad today chuck, hope the diazepam works soon |
#4804
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Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
i feel completely knackered, horrible day at work had a really hard job involving doing something really awkward in an unusual place, first reaction was **** this i'm not doing it then had a think about it came up with a solution and had another attempt, job got done but i wouldn't want to do anything like that ever again. dangerous would sum it up quite well. think i might give my boss a slap tomorrow and ask him where the risk assessment for the job is.
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#4805
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I'm feeling selfish, there's family stuff I should help out more with. But what little stability and functioning I have might be threatened by doing so, which would end up making me behave even more selfishly. what do |
#4806
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You look after yourself first and foremost - then you're in a position to help out more in the future. Have you explained this to family? |
#4808
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#4809
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They should have a word with Matt Baker. They even allow funny northern types on prime time TV these days |
#4810
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working in an all/mainly male working environment jobs can sometimes turn into a male bravardo type scenario where it's considered by those with a lesser iq that it must be wussy to decide to not do something because it's dangerous. this usually ends in jobs being done with brute force and ignorance instead of careful planning and minimal required effort. i prefer working on my own most of the time because of that. it can be very frustrating working with others unfortunately most of the time those who are in higher positions in control of company policies don't appear to have got to their jobs through having a higher intellect. |
#4811
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Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
Kind of panicking about my new housemate. They're very social and chatty so I'm not looking forward to when they move in. I kept getting my words mixed up and wasn't being articulate at all and I was very very nervous and anxious around them. I may also be a little attracted to them. >.>
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#4812
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Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
Awful. In bed, don't have any desire to move. Come to me sleep.
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#4813
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Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
Seeriouzlay blah...
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#4815
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Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
I'm so tired, I don't know if I should go to bed or... I'll just go to bed...
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#4816
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Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
I hate being awake at this time, I wish I didn't struggle so much with keeping to a sleeping schedule. :/
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#4817
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Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
Feel so tired and drained my mind won't switch off at night which resorts to me not sleeping I haven't had a proper nights sleep in weeks.
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#4818
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Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
Frustrated and tired.
Workman rang me back this morning, just to tell me everything I'd already told him yesterday - pointless. Nobody is forwarding on the certificate that says I don't need the bathroom earthing - so looks like my bathroom is going to be ripped up again. Have been awake most of the night, stressing and thinking of imaginative ways to kill them all. |
#4820
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Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
^ Using their own power tools to drill through their brains and then dismember them. Then cook them down a bit and feed their remains to my slugs.
Not that I've thought much about it, ahem. |
#4821
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Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
^I like it! You'd get in all the papers. Worth considering if you wanted a change of lifestyle, all your housing problems would be sorted at a stroke if you were at Her Majesty's pleasure.
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#4822
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Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
^ I'd probably get more peace. :P
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#4823
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Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
Pretty depressed. Feeling really isolated. Getting so queasy about the electrician coming that I think I'm going to leave the apartment so he can let himself in, but that weirds me out almost as much considering he has to go between rooms testing appliances out. Was going to go to a munch later tonight but my friend isn't going, and I know if I do go I'll be looked as the socially awkward one who can barely make a conversation there to save their life.
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#4824
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Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
^ Hope both go okay.
Argh. Well that went on longer than expected. |
#4825
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Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
Meh
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#4826
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Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
^ Don't let go of that last bit of hope, you don't know for certain there's no light at the end of the tunnel, I know how you feel, feeling hopeless myself, but I think we've always got to try and cling onto hope, however small.
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#4828
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These fellas >> for all who need them,some days are just shit aren`t they. |
#4829
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Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
^^
^ Yep they are |
#4830
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Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
I'm scum of the earth I hate my self.
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