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Indigo_ · #**2851** 18th February 2015, 20:44

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Originally Posted by Rocket Spud

Pfft, whats in it for me? Ain't no charity, here.

There's a can of diet coke and a slice of pizza in it for you

Rocket Spud · #**2852** 18th February 2015, 20:57

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Originally Posted by DefyingGravity

There's a can of diet coke and a slice of pizza in it for you

That's so lame. I'm offering buckets of wonga and that's all you have in return.. ??

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Originally Posted by multiple miggs

^ ^^ i dunno but he do

Cool. See, i reckon i could sell those eggs as ornaments.

Have you got any actual first-hand experience of emu's?

Indigo_ · #**2853** 18th February 2015, 21:03

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Originally Posted by Rocket Spud

That's so lame. I'm offering buckets of wonga and that's all you have in return.. ??

I don't just offer my diet coke to anyone you know!

And that's home-made pizza, with a base made from scratch and everything!!

Pablo Huntsbach · #**2854** 18th February 2015, 21:04

Getting powdered acid on the inside of your glove is painful and leaves a rash***8230;

Indigo_ · #**2855** 18th February 2015, 21:09

^ They bite as well, don't they?

Silent Ninja · #**2856** 18th February 2015, 21:25

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Originally Posted by multiple miggs

^ think they spit too?...second thought start an non bitey/spit/ stinky endevour

Alpacas?

Custard_cream · #**2857** 18th February 2015, 21:33

People who make unhelpful comments...like commenting how I always hide away so how will I meet people? I'm not happy about doing it. Having to talk to people scares the shit out of me. I can't help that. Makes it feel even worse knowing that I am getting help now, why didn't I do this 15 years ago. What a waste of all those years.

Jason90 · #**2858** 18th February 2015, 21:41

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Originally Posted by Custard_cream

Having to pull someone up on something...god, I was more scared, it took me about half an hour today to actually find the guts to tell them they are not getting in on time, then about 40 minutes to calm down after as I couldn't stop shaking. Half the time I let it slide, because I'm too scared to say anything...I think I'll let someone else deal with it next time, I can't do it!

All it is is saying some words.

But you did do it? Your anxiety might of gone into overdrive but you did what you set out to so well done

, pushing yourself to do stuff you dont want to is the only way forward.

I reallyyyy need a haircut, look like a tramp, not long and people are gonna be giving me change for a cup of tea. Never had it cut by anyone but my mum when i was younger and my sister, dunno how it works (sounds silly i know). I've no idea what to tell them to do, my sister knows exactly what to do but she wont be there and i know im gonna end up with a mess

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Silent Ninja · #**2859** 18th February 2015, 21:42

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Originally Posted by multiple miggs

hmm, they sound stinky too

I think they might spit too, they're like llamas.

Custard_cream · #**2860** 18th February 2015, 21:45

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Originally Posted by Jason90

But you did do it? Your anxiety might of gone into overdrive but you did what you set out to so well done

, pushing yourself to do stuff you dont want to is the only way forward.

Thanks Jason

, just seems really stupid, how can anyone take me seriously if I'm scared of telling someone not to do something i.e. be late everyday!!

Silent Ninja · #**2861** 18th February 2015, 21:49

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Originally Posted by multiple miggs

^ ^i hate llamas they had some at a place i worked once for a fun day and the things do nothing but shit, spit and bite. repeat. no way.

termites. we'll farm termites.

Alpaca wool is worth a fortune though, so it's a lucrative option.

Custard_cream · #**2862** 18th February 2015, 22:03

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Originally Posted by multiple miggs

why do you feel bad about getting help cc? everyone has help in different ways.

Just annoys me that people comment on stuff like I do it on purpose, god if it was as simple as going out and being able to talk to people then we wouldn't have this problem, nobody actually understands it though, it's as though they think I hide away for the sake of it. People who make the comments haven't got the slightest idea how social situations make me feel, they don't know the panic of having to go to the appointments or even that I am going to any at all, the anxiety that happens just from having to speak to someone and the shitty thoughts that I get afterwards about how everything went wrong and analysing it all.

I don't know, maybe if I had done this 15 years ago, maybe I would have a completely different life now, I might be happy, have friends, be with someone, have kids, I don't know.

You know what scares me, they thought that the therapist might turn round and say there its nothing wrong, that they can't help me. What will I do then?

Sorry ignore me, just got lots of crap going round in my head at the moment.

Caribou · #**2863** 18th February 2015, 22:15

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Originally Posted by Custard_cream

You know what scares me, they thought that the therapist might turn round and say there its nothing wrong, that they can't help me. What will I do then?

That's not going to happen, hun

You're flooding yourself with negative thoughts - I know only too well because I do it myself. Be proud that you sought help and take one step at a time

Custard_cream · #**2864** 18th February 2015, 23:35

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Originally Posted by multiple miggs

people say things like that to me. but forget them you are you and this is just a part of you, not them.

your a great person lady c.

Thanks Joe.

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Originally Posted by Caribou

That's not going to happen, hun

You're flooding yourself with negative thoughts - I know only too well because I do it myself. Be proud that you sought help and take one step at a time

Thanks Caribou.

Sorry I am being a bit ...well really negative. I just want things to change.

Concept · #**2865** 18th February 2015, 23:39

I was a fool before. I have some growing up to do.

Sunshine Recorder · #**2866** 18th February 2015, 23:47

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Originally Posted by Luna.

I just don't see the point of life.
Go to work 40 hours a week in a job I hate, come home, do nothing, see nobody, go to sleep, wake up and do it all again. Have no money because most of it gets swallowed up in bills. I have nothing in my life that makes me happy, I don't even know what being happy is. There's just no point to any of it. Why do I bother getting up every day and carrying on to live like this? Every night I go to sleep hoping I won't wake up again but I'm not that lucky.

Hang in there, hun.

I know it wont exactly happen tomorrow, but you'll come up with an escape plan, and you will work towards it and get far away from what makes you unhappy. You'll be far from where you are right now before you know it.

Norris · #**2867** 19th February 2015, 00:11

Mostly about the dreaded question "So what do you do?" and how to get out of it (I barely do anything...)

Also I dislocated my finger today and smashed my cheekbone playing football so minor injuries unit for me tomorrow - why is it so easy for me to face that compared to going to the doctors and telling them about how I want to kill myself?

Rocket Spud · #**2868** 19th February 2015, 00:33

^ Cos you can't show a doctor how broken you feel inside?

Olly. · #**2869** 19th February 2015, 01:30

Thinking of how much of a coincidence it is that 2 of the greatest fantasy epic authors of all time both have R.R. as their middle initials, why couldn't I have had R.R. as my middle initials?!

Pandapop · #**2870** 19th February 2015, 02:49

New Aliens movie by Neill Blomkamp, so excited

Concept · #**2871** 19th February 2015, 04:43

Yeah, just read about that. Can't think of a better fit for the series.

Anyway, much happier this morning. I'm down in London the middle of next month, and maybe meeting a friend dear to my heart. Can't wait. : )

chicopada · #**2872** 19th February 2015, 08:21

Gotta take my mother to the docs for a med review. Dont feel as grumpy in the morning as I was when I was drinking b4 bed.

Rocket Spud · #**2873** 19th February 2015, 08:42

Ugh, 77 parcels today: when will you people stop yer spending??!

There's a lot of frowning at the depot over how things still haven't quite gone quiet yet after the xmas period, it is mid-February after all. Woulda thought xmas money/vouchers had been spent by now and that people were settling down, paying off debts and stuff. Bastards. I need my spare time... got to get Oldham into the premiership! (Football Manager)

Mo34 · #**2874** 19th February 2015, 08:51

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Jesus, 77 deliveries!

Most couriers who come to my door are quite grumpy gits. I suppose I don't really think about me being their, say 70th door knock of the day....

Jason90 · #**2875** 19th February 2015, 09:59

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Originally Posted by Mo34

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Jesus, 77 deliveries!

Most couriers who come to my door are quite grumpy gits. I suppose I don't really think about me being their, say 70th door knock of the day....

My dad drives a lorry delivering car parts, he does lates now so hes lucky he only has a few Toyota and Porsche garages but before when he worked nights he had a ridiculous amount of deliveries and in order to meet deadlines you cant drive as you should. He had a friend who was a courier and he had the same problem unfortunately they packed so much on that the only way he could deliver them was to speed, he got caught on 3 speeding cameras in one day, bye licence and job. Arent all jobs going that way? they want more but they want to pay you a lower wage, unhappy workers arent as productive though, feels like im rambling so im gonna shut up now

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Spectrelight · #**2876** 19th February 2015, 10:08

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Originally Posted by Rocket Spud

Ugh, 77 parcels today: when will you people stop yer spending??!

There's a lot of frowning at the depot over how things still haven't quite gone quiet yet after the xmas period, it is mid-February after all. Woulda thought xmas money/vouchers had been spent by now and that people were settling down, paying off debts and stuff. Bastards. I need my spare time... got to get Oldham into the premiership! (Football Manager)

I've got about 80 in an area I don't know very well. It's going to be a long day

ithinkiamlost · #**2877** 19th February 2015, 10:49

Just put my bin out and was thinking to myself wouldn't it be nice to go for a walk. Got very scared and walked quickly back into my garden.

Z. · #**2878** 19th February 2015, 13:56

These brain zaps I'm getting are really damn unpleasant.

Pandapop · #**2879** 19th February 2015, 13:59

How does Sims 4 not have a colour wheel, what the hell!!

Rocket Spud · #**2880** 19th February 2015, 14:18

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Originally Posted by Mo34

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Jesus, 77 deliveries!

Most couriers who come to my door are quite grumpy gits. I suppose I don't really think about me being their, say 70th door knock of the day....

Yea, near the end of the round i'm quite eager to sprint to the finish line, if you know what i mean!

I'm chummy with the other couriers in my area and they seem alright - no idea what they're like with customers though. Meh, there's any number of reasons why we might be grumps, all sorts of things can happen from one customer to the next.

77 isn't too bad really. I make a fuss, but it's still a lunch time finish for me. If my delivery radius was 50miles that's when i might have reason to complain

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Originally Posted by justcallmephil

I've got about 80 in an area I don't know very well. It's going to be a long day

You still at it?

I absolutely bombed around today - was like a busy worker bee! I cut the chatter right down and finished before the rain started proper.