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Thanks for the replies and any nice comments, people.
I think the long term depression and extreme low self esteem has just sapped the life out of me tbh and screwed up my concentration and attention span no end. I definetly feel like I'm dumbing down as I get older too due to my brain not being able to cope with anything that remotley involves a bit of stress. Which is almost everything now a days. :rolleyes: I should reply to everyone on here but I'd be here all bloody day. I mentioned the council estate thing because it seems that a lot of people here are uni types so I would feel inferior in there company and looked down upon. Its not just that though. I have very deep problems which makes me feel like I'm at the bottom of the barrel and looked down upon everywhere. I've only told a couple of people here the extenct of my periods of isolation and I think that some of you would be shocked if you found out how bad I've been. Anyway, yes Mamba, I do have one interest that I could talk about for ages but even normal people who share this interest have trouble finding anyone to talk about it with in the real world. |
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I hate to say it but I can't help believe that they were right about me. I sort of feel like I've lost belief in free will and that I was just born to be like this. Someone said to me once that I was just "one of those ****ed up people who was destined to be a failure and joke" and it hit so hard it caused me to change and wnant to prove them wrong. But I could'nt keep it up because it was such hard work and I realised that I needed to get a lot harder and tougher, and that I had a massive struggle ahead of me, a life time war with other people and myself. In the end I had breakdown from which I've never recovered, and had to isolate myself to the extreme. So, here I am now. |
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I think you just have doubts about which view to take. Which can be natural, but im not sure you can have both at the same time. Either they were right and believing them made no difference, or they were wrong and believing them did make a difference. Just my view, don't take it too seriously |
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The person who said "one of those ****ed up people who was destined to be a failure and joke", is a complete joke themselves! They knew that saying that to would mess with your head, for that, they should be strung up. You are not a joke and you're not a failure,you're a man who has had a lot of shit thrown in his general direction and has tried to pick himself back up numerous times, only to be knocked down again. You're only human, and can only take so much |
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Goodluck anyway, don't let idiots get you down. |
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There was no need for them to feel threatened by me. They helped destroy my self esteem just for there own pleasure and fun, tbh. |
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You come across as smart. As pixiewoo said someone with the sort of mentality that likes to put people down in such a vicious manner is not a nice person. END OF STORY. Their opinions are not to be held highly. I've been told by someone that I'll never amount to anything too. But why should I listen to someone filled with so much uneccessary and misguided hatred? Quote:
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Not everyone here is intelligent, some of us are stupid enough to mis-read citalopram as cleopatra
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frustration, i hav not read the entire thread, but i remember talking to u about a number of things and honestly u came across fine and had made a lot of sense! i kno tho once we get it in our heads we are not good enough its hard to get rid off even if were told things to the contrary
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Its nice coming to this forum and realising your not alone with your problems but in a way its also made things worse for me because I have realised my problems are probably a lot worse than I previously thought when comparing myself to others on the forum. Its not going to stop me visiting though as its the once place I feel like I actually belong, even if I don't post half as much as i'd want or like to. |