Can't sleep :( - Page 4

flumpsy · #91 26th July 2015, 03:29

Dont blame me, your the one talking to me, I am just a well programmed bot responding with predetermined answers.

Yeah, when I was really bad a couple of months ago and my system fell apart every day I was convinced no sleep meant I would sleep tomorrow. It went on for 6 days, staggering in to work each day.

newbs16 · #92 26th July 2015, 03:30

wow six days

flumpsy · #93 26th July 2015, 03:38

I was totally buggered by the end, hardly ate too. I started hallucinating on day 4.

I am so glad I had this place, I had no idea that actually, we can get buy with virtually none if we have to. I took strength from seeing people getting by and didnt panic.

I am so aware I am keeping you up now... turn your phone off. I may do something productive given I am up, write a tune about a girl a saw but will never see again perhaps lmao

Hollie · #94 26th July 2015, 03:40

^ Is that the homebase girl?

(edit: also, wow, 6 days?!)

flumpsy · #95 26th July 2015, 03:51

yeah, I did one about her, a dub one, I posted on the forum somewhere but I need a new one to write one for. I did see a girl earlier, she will do. Very average, but lyrical content isnt really my thing, obviously LMAO

Hollie · #96 26th July 2015, 03:59

^ I saw/heard that, I thought it was awesome

I wonder if she knows she's somebody's muse?

flumpsy · #97 26th July 2015, 04:03

Cheers hollie, I was very anxious about posting it, but I think only you noticed

hehe, I think if she did she would be the one scared to go in to homebase... it was more about me than her to be honest, my reaction to her but I wouldnt tell here that. I get anxiety just walking past homebase now

This stuff is so hard to figure out, my logical approach doesn't work when it isnt logical.

newbs16 · #98 26th July 2015, 04:09

I wanna see

Hollie · #99 26th July 2015, 04:15

^^ if someone did that about me, I'd probably think it was sweet to be honest

Maybe she did a song/poem about you too, 'ode to a flump'? haha

Shame the shop makes you anxious now though

flumpsy · #**100** 26th July 2015, 04:16

Last post in this thread :-
http://www.social-anxiety-community....ad.php?t=80346

newbs16 · #**101** 26th July 2015, 04:20

Could you private message me the link so I can listen to it later. The music is slightly loud and can't listen to it too loudly given the time

flumpsy · #**102** 26th July 2015, 04:21

Well, it made me put my voice down on tape for the first time, all be it kinda humourously, thats a bonus.

I doubt she would find it sweet given I refer to her as "the woman in habitat in homebase" and actually state that she isnt horny and I dont think I love her tee hee

I may write a cheesy guitar tune in case she finds out and asks to hear it.

Perhaps she watched me leave and go in my house (its only 100 yrds) and she will pop around later to offer herself to me. Shame I wont answer the door

I will be able to figure out passing it, I go past it on the way to work and back, i have to.

flumpsy · #**103** 26th July 2015, 04:23

pm sent

newbs16 · #**104** 26th July 2015, 04:24

Could you give more details sound interesting about homebase girl

Caribou · #**105** 26th July 2015, 04:26

He only went in for a fence post and came out with a tent pole.

flumpsy · #**106** 26th July 2015, 04:28

hehehe

Details here :-
http://www.social-anxiety-community....postcount=2654

newbs16 · #**107** 26th July 2015, 04:31

That's lovely was you looking down and didn't notice how nice she was?

flumpsy · #**108** 26th July 2015, 04:35

yeah, it just fell apart when I looked up, I was even a bit flirty I think, kind of joking with her. Odd, she wasnt a stunner, just quite nice.

newbs16 · #**109** 26th July 2015, 04:35

lol you're a charmer ha ha

flumpsy · #**110** 26th July 2015, 04:37

oh christ, now I wont be able to talk to you !!

newbs16 · #**111** 26th July 2015, 09:29

lol

flumpsy · #**112** 27th July 2015, 02:14

oh ffs, back here again

Hollie · #**113** 27th July 2015, 02:37

Aha, hiya flump!

flumpsy · #**114** 27th July 2015, 02:39

Hiya, the usual suspects logged in late I see

Hows things in hollieland ?

Hollie · #**115** 27th July 2015, 02:49

^^ things are great thanks!

I went to my first meet-thing today (yesterday?) and had a really nice time

It wasn't a big organised meet but it was awesome. How are things in the land of flump?

^ hiya

I live on the edge, pushing myself to the limits

flumpsy · #**116** 27th July 2015, 02:57

Hi dean, struggling to sleep too I assume.

Flump land is a bit frustrating at present, kind of tired but brain is felling productive and wanting to do stuff. I put the recorded F1 on, which normally makes me fall asleep

I am rather sleep deprived today.

Well done o the meet, assuming it wasnt a type and you meant meat ? Which is even better. A meat meet would be great.

Hollie · #**117** 27th July 2015, 03:22

^ shame you're having sleeping problems. Brains never want to cooperate, do they?

Oh no, my meat-meets are top secret

(not to be confused with my feet-meets, sweet-meets, and concrete-meets, of course)

flumpsy · #**118** 27th July 2015, 03:42

I want to type no but my brain says yes.

A secret meat-meet, now I have to attend !!

Hollie · #**119** 27th July 2015, 04:20

This feels like an achievement

(I'll probably still be here at five though haha)

Night night Dean, hope you sleep well

Hollie · #**120** 27th July 2015, 05:28

Guess who's still awake