How is everyone feeling? (30)

[[Martin]]

Originally Posted by DefyingGravity

I knew those three days of happiness wouldn't last. But I will find them again!!

That's the spirit!

[Pablo Huntsbach]

Originally Posted by Amatus

^^^ I can't pull a sickie, I won't get paid.

^^ Hope you're not feeling as sleep deprived as me. Though I fell asleep earlier than you by the looks of it.

I'm hanging in there. Only got myself to blame though.

[Spectrelight]

Stressing that I can't do anything about finding a new job until after new year

[Custard_cream]

Originally Posted by Luna.

Just want this week to be over so I can go home I'm fed up of crying. I've spent most of Christmas in tears. Feeling worse about myself than ever, bordering on suicidal. The thought of another year like this makes me want to end it all before it starts.
People say that things can change but they never do. Because I'm not strong enough to change them. I can move, find a different job, meet people, lose weight but none of that will change who I am as a person. And I hate that person.

I'm sorry to hear your are feeling low Luna. Things can change and can improve. Don't change who you are as a person, you seem lovely.

[buttonlane]

Rather decent but apprehensive. Went through some painfully awkward moments in December (Made in Chelsea has nothing on me). The thing with SA is, it some how gives people the right to be rude and disrespect you. There were plenty of faces I wanted to punch in last couple of months.

[Z.]

Originally Posted by Luna.

Just want this week to be over so I can go home I'm fed up of crying. I've spent most of Christmas in tears. Feeling worse about myself than ever, bordering on suicidal. The thought of another year like this makes me want to end it all before it starts.
People say that things can change but they never do. Because I'm not strong enough to change them. I can move, find a different job, meet people, lose weight but none of that will change who I am as a person. And I hate that person.

Sorry you're feeling so low Luna You know you can PM me any time

[Sunshine Recorder]

Gloomy, and overworked. It's days like today that highlight the fact I need to change my life around for the better. Right now, my life feels like it's at its low point, and working long hours, serving families and kids having a great time, in a kitchen on a Christmas Saturday morning and evening isn't deserved by anyone.

[Sunshine Recorder]

Originally Posted by Luna.

Just want this week to be over so I can go home I'm fed up of crying. I've spent most of Christmas in tears. Feeling worse about myself than ever, bordering on suicidal. The thought of another year like this makes me want to end it all before it starts.
People say that things can change but they never do. Because I'm not strong enough to change them. I can move, find a different job, meet people, lose weight but none of that will change who I am as a person. And I hate that person.

You're strong enough to change the things you don't like about your life. Eventually, you'll come to appreciate who you are as a person, and start feeling good about things.

Originally Posted by DefyingGravity

I'm feel like complete rubbish today. My neck hurts, my head hurts and I really want to complain about it I knew those three days of happiness wouldn't last. But I will find them again!!

Of course you will.

[Indigo_]

Originally Posted by Luna.

Thank you so much for the replies everyone, you're all lovely people
Sorry for always being so miserable

I know it must seem like it, but you're not always miserable

I'm having a PM replying day tomorrow so I'll PM you

[ZeniX]

Still bunged with the cold but in bed with electric blanket on

[ZeniX]

^^ be yourself don't alter you for anybody just need to gain some more confidence and self belief

[Pandapop]

Cold

Just woke up and I can't get back to sleep as I went to bed so early last night, oh wells Twiglets for breakfast nomnom

[ZeniX]

Bored

[hellotiger]

Glad that christmas is over and done with. I'm never fussed about new year most of the time I don't even stay up for midnight.
Been fighting a lot with the other half so feeling worn out. Glad I'm back in work Tuesday.

[Mo34]

Exhausted. I feel like I need another 8 hours sleep. Dunno what is up with me of late.

[Aladetteinsane]

Full of dread at another shift this afternoon. Summoning up the energy to run a bath before I go, but stuck on the sofa watching Jason Statham

[Princess39]

Much better today.

[Indigo_]

I'm feeling much better today too. I'm in a busy kind of mood so I've done a bit of cleaning, hanging up washing, etc. Just spending the day at home today so it should be fairly relaxing

[Indigo_]

^ Thanks

[Consolida]

^^ Hello up there Hope you are feeling better today, Luna, and taking on board all the lovely things folk here say about you as they are pretty good judges of characters

Originally Posted by 7279616E

Bloody cold. Also feeling quite smug and pleased with the fact that I am resolutely NOT going out for New Year's Eve, it can go to hell. I am stopping with pretending I like the whole idea, I chuffing well don't, its horrible. I hate going out when it's super busy anyway.

That's the spirit!

Originally Posted by Surelynot

Bit down.

I want to really start looking for a romantic companion come Jan but it seems impossible.

It isn't an advantage being female (bodied), it's in my case a curse and a burden. Everytime I try to alter my appearance according to what men want or learn advice about how to get guys I end up feeling like shooting myself in the face..

Don't try to change anything about yourself because the right man will like you for yourself. You sound lovely here so I'm sure if you let people see that side of yourself, the real you, you will find someone special to share your life with.



Feeling lazy and unmotivated. Got lots of yummy food left over from Christmas and all I want to do is eat it but then I end up feeling even more bloated and lack lustre

[Chimpy]

My wisdom tooth hurts.

[[Martin]]

A little bit queasy after eating pretzels. Odd, that.

[Flash]

Annoyed at myself for agreeing to do an early shift tomorrow

[anxiouslondoner]

I want to leave the house but I don't know where to go. It's dark already and I've only been awake a few hours.

[Mo34]

^
That's a shame. Bar work looks damn stressful to be honest. Good for you though giving it a go.

[Progress]

^^ I was wondering how you got on. I think it's fantastic that you managed it for a while, that's really in at the deep end.

[Princess39]

Originally Posted by Badger

^ That's good to hear, Princess39

Thanks Badger.

[Princess39]

^ You're being a bit hard on yourself are'nt you?..Something will turn up for you at some point.At least you're trying.

[Silent Ninja]

Originally Posted by 7279616E

I feel such a let down and an indicator of a hopeless future to those I know and love. There's no real indication of me doing anything soon with my life. My bf, parents, brother can only expect failure or more of the same. It's crap. I may well stun them by succeeding soonish, but they can't believe in me.

You gave it a go so don't be hard on yourself.

Have you ever thought about getting training for a job as a cook/chef?

[Z.]

^ Come here you