Hey...

Lostspirit · #1 17th November 2019, 19:37

Hi all i'm new here,

A bit about me, I'm 33yr old woman and have suffered with Anxiety for most of my life but this year by far is the worst, i had a horrific childhood and i guess that held me back from doing many things and over the years my Anxiety has got worse, before now i guess i could manage it up until a certain extent, but since August, i just feel i have fallen apart, i was not happy in my job, so i start a new one next week in a role that is having to deal with a lot of people face to face everyday, maybe it was not a good choice but i'm trying to push myself,

on top of that i also have Body Dysmorphia along with Anxiety, which again since August has got worse, i feel like ive been in a bubble and just watching the world go by, its a horrible feeling, but i know i must keep going i just wish like a lot of you... i could wake up and feel ok.