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I'm pooped. It's been one of those days that has from a stress/sa point of view been too much. probably from anxious sleep last night.
I put my car in the garage the s'morning so i'm sitting in the library passing time until my bus. I've had enough of the shops. |
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Better for being home. Had something to eat, and have an old duvet wrapped around my legs watching telly.
Got to see this occupational psychologist woman tomorrow. Really not in the mood for it. |
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^ Jinny, sorry you're feeling like this! I know you say you don't think he has ever loved you as a person, but you could be wrong! Its sometimes very difficult to tell if someone truly loves you or not - it might just be your frustration talking. Of course, if you feel he is dominating you, that is not ok. I hope you get to resolve it.
I wish I could give you some decent advice but I know nothing about relationships. I hope you get to feel better over the Christmas period ------ I think one of my New Years Resolutions will be to stop trying to open up to my Mum. I think she means well, but she manages to make me feel like its my fault and that I just need to 'look on the bright side' or 'have my glass half full'. Does she think I haven't tried that? And actually I do look for the positives in many things. Many people from her generation (NOT all) seem to have no understanding on mental health, and seem to get all their opinions from certain newspapers. Lots of mental health advice says to open up to close ones. They don't seem to mention that you should only open up to open-minded people, who don't read the Daily Mail. |
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^ Ha, Aleks, my mum***8217;s a Daily Mail reader too so I can totally empathise :rolleyes:
As a mother myself, I know how easy it is to say ALL the wrong things and even though I like to think that I***8217;m quite an empathetic and understanding person I***8217;m still pretty sure I***8217;d be the last person my son would ever confide in Maybe it***8217;s partly a generational thing or perhaps it***8217;s that a mother - child relationship is just too close and it***8217;s this that makes it difficult to view things from an objective perspective - emotions and vested interests frequently getting in the way. Not sure if I***8217;m making sense here I think you should try to continue talking to your mum as she obviously loves you but bare in mind that some of her thoughts and opinions were formed at a time when there was less understanding about mental health (and maybe hide the wretched Daily Mail from her ) Whatever you do try not to take the less enlightened things she says to heart or allow it to dent your self esteem. As you say yourself, she means well. Often I think it***8217;s alot easier to talk openly to virtual strangers who also suffer with similar mental health issues which is why places like this are so invaluable. Keep posting Quote:
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@ Jinny - sorry to hear that things are difficult between you and the hubby at the moment. Obviously I don***8217;t know your husband, but I can***8217;t believe he has never loved you as a person - I mean he wanted to marry you and for you to be the mother of his children! It sounds a bit to me that all of your frustrations with Life in general are causing you to think that way. Your husband appears to have some anger issues but that***8217;s certainly not your fault. You***8217;ve been together for a long time and at times marriage can feel like a flipping life sentence but I***8217;m sure a lot of the problems can be resolved if hubby meets you half way and actually has a conversation without shouting. Would he agree to seeing a Marriage Councillor with you? If not, perhaps going to see one on your own might shock him into realising that some changes need to be made. Sorry my advice isn***8217;t very helpful. Just wanted you to know that I***8217;m sending some positive vibes your way. Take care Jinny x |
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Like a doormat. "please wipe your feet here"
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I'm sure they seriously relax visiting hours etc. for the festive season, I recall them doing that the past few times my mum has been in (last 3 years in a row ) Christmas will be different this year,. that's for sure anyway, he'll always remember this Christmas, and I'm sure you'll make it special for him. |
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^ Aw thanks so much for the kind words Jinny although I’m not so sure about the place being better for me being here
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^ Nice to see you back Muggins
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Gloomy as anything. Even though I've pretty much just finished work for the year.
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I was breaking in a pair of boots yesterday and have skinned the back of my ankles. Even with plasters today my heels are red raw
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I'm not suicidal, I can't allow myself to be but I really, genuinely do not want to be alive right now.
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^ I’ve felt that way many a time, it’s truly awful isn’t it, but like you there was no way I could ever leave my son, whatever his age. Your little lad will always need you and your love for him will help you get through this difficult time. Take care Whimsical x
Thanks Dougella, Biscuits and newbs for your very kind welcome backs, not that I’ve exactly been anywhere |
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Full of snot and achy
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Physically and mentally awful.
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Sad. Lonely.
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Heartbroken. I wish I would wake up and realise this was all a dream and that he still loves me. I don't know how I'm going to get over this. It's the first time I've ever truly loved anyone, and he's just thrown it away.
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Been thinking these past few days of where this year has gone for me... i've come stuck in a rut to be honest i've neglected some things i used to do as i've not gone to many gigs this year something i love doing also rollerblading i've been lazy in doing that so next year i'm going try to get my life back to things i like doing and not being lazy plus i've struggled alot this year with depression hence prob why i've stopped doing these things i've mentioned so next year i need to start pushing against this black cloud... after the new year some of my friends go bouldering so might take up that... plus really want to get into my photography abit more!
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like a bad person cause i dont like my partner coming home drunk, fills me with bad thoughts & makes me wish i could have a fun night out come home p***** & see how he likes it (i know he wouldnt) i realise its immature
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