How is everyone feeling? (20)

[Mr Ploppy]

Picturing myself jumping from a high building.

[Nekomata]

Crap <.< I'm at the peak of a cold.. fortunally it was milder yesterday, wouldn't have wanted it to ruin the day out.

[pinkwafer]

I feel like watching films and eating sandwiches.

[Toxic]

GAH

i woke up with the intent of doing some disappointing and uneventful job hunting

alright lets do this ..its monday...gonna be something out there!


..no..its Sunday!

i think im going to have to start wearing clothes with the days on..i had some socks with each day on but when its wednesday and your wearing a saturday and a tuesday...god knows!

waste of time i feel like going back to bed..i have nothing at all to do on weekends..even less so than weekdays blah

[Vanessa]

tired as hell from cooking but need to prepare for stupid interview tomorrow argh.

[Toxic]

poppycock!

ive taken to bidding on things i dont really want on ebay..

i suppose its a really stupid form of gambling that i cant afford

..i nearly got myself a brand new swanky xbox for £92 though...i dont even want one really...but alas! outbid with 4 seconds left..

hiding away from the fact i need help

[Cowburn]

Feeling rather shite and I'm worried about a friend.

[fedupshy1]

So board, want something to do, i have hoovered, dusted, done my washing, everything, and don't know how turn auto correct off on my new phone, sent someone a txt saying I was watching tv with bunnies, which I wasn't, and confused them

[Pablo Huntsbach]

Bad weekend. Felt like quitting my job on the spot yesterday, spent all of today doing my usual thinking about the past, desperately trying to work out what I did wrong, imagining what life could be like if I did things right etc.

It doesn't help that I've started having dreams again where people show me the respect and affection that I'm desperate for in real life. I'm fairly sure it's my mind trying to compensate, but it makes reality harder to deal with. I wish I could dream about world war 3 and being murdered or something, that way I'd be relieved and almost happy to be awake***8230;

[ßazza]

Feeling bit better I finding things that was struggling to find.

Including a cheque that slipped behind my table. It worth 25 quid to me! Took me freaking ages to find it.

I also couldnt find a rather trivial letter that I needed to get a phone number off..however I did find my very first original random note to myself that includes the number...(Its pretty much rubbish I never throw away..Which I found while searching for the cheque lol) Which is why I wanted to find the letter to begin with. So I dont need the letter anymore as the note gives the phone number I need lol.

I am a reasonably organised person but these things just being difficult on purpose. Especially the cheque trying to escape me ffs. It was where I thought I put it except it had fallen down the back rather than staying put. >.>

[Fluppy]

sad, annoyed and tired but havnt been able to sleep and i cant atm coz everyone is up n making a noise.
i have to be up in 2 or 3 hrs and i feel drained atm

[wjfox]

Got my annual review at work today. I am absolutely dreading this.

[Vanessa]

failed telephone interveiw just now. usually idgaf about this kind of thing but i am really upset this time because it was really important for me to get this job, and it was the only legit chance i have had at a job in 4 months.

just trying not to cry as it would be silly to do so about a stupid job, it doesnt define my worth as a person. still probably cry though as it doesnt seem like i can hold back

[Ceega]

^

Sorry to hear Vanessa. Hope everything turns out okay for you.

[Rich Notts]

Absolutely crap

[Salusa87]

I had some guy following me around when I was walking my dogs.. he had a dog too but didn't keep up with me so I had this man's dog with me the entire walk with the man largely out of view but still following me... I tried to shake him off by going through the woods and taking different paths but he kept coming after me. Eventually i went down the road and he still didn't call his dog or run to out it on his lead. I think he probably had sa or some mental problem.

I probably should have said something but he seemed kind of weird. Eventually I came across some people and told them the dogs not mine and they kind of took over.

[richieUK]

frustrated. and ashamed that im leeching off my mum. hate this town.

[Ceega]

Originally Posted by richieUK

frustrated. and ashamed that im leeching off my mum. hate this town.

Exactly the same.

[angeleyes1978]

Full of mixed emotions today. Found out my granddad died a few hours ago. I am happy i saw him 2 years ago and that he met my fiancee. I am thankful for the lovely memories. I am sad because obviously he a loss but also he is on the otherside of the world and i wont be able to say goodbye ...............

[Only_human]

Originally Posted by angeleyes1978

Full of mixed emotions today. Found out my granddad died a few hours ago. I am happy i saw him 2 years ago and that he met my fiancee. I am thankful for the lovely memories. I am sad because obviously he a loss but also he is on the otherside of the world and i wont be able to say goodbye ...............

Awww sorry to hear that hun Hope you'll be OK. I know it's hard but try to focus on those positive memories you have with him. Those can never be erased and they will help you treasure his spirit.

[Golz]

Originally Posted by angeleyes1978

Full of mixed emotions today. Found out my granddad died a few hours ago. I am happy i saw him 2 years ago and that he met my fiancee. I am thankful for the lovely memories. I am sad because obviously he a loss but also he is on the otherside of the world and i wont be able to say goodbye ...............

know the feeling (barely been a few weeks since had the same news), not easy to deal with but you'll always have the good memories.

[Defiance]

whenever someone says diazepam I can't help but think of Metal Gear Solid .. the part with the sniper rifle ..where you have to shoot Sniper Wolf...

ah ..those were the days....

[senstar]

Ill, run down, crappy

[ghost.of.an.englishman]

crap. I nearly crashed the car today, drove like an utter tit, then went berserk and shouted at my sister who'd done nothing. Now for a week of reclusive hibernation to recover

[951thompson]

I'm feeling needy, I could do with a cuddle, a ladie cuddle!

[AxelFendersson]

A bit disappointed with myself. I keep chickening out of speaking to my ex. I don't want us to be permanently estranged; we didn't work as a couple but that doesn't mean we can't be on friendly terms from now on. Especially since we're both going on the same dance holiday at the end of next month.

But that means I need to try and actually speak to her rather than just avoiding her whenever we're both in the same place. Last week I intended to do that and somehow never quite worked up the courage. Same again this week.

She'll presumably be working on the door on Friday, so I guess I'll have to speak to her then.

[Rich Notts]

No hot water and I had a dream where my landlord was actually taking to me lol so pathetic and dirty is hot I feel!

[Rich Notts]

Parents called to see how I'm doing basically to sit in silence and judge my attempts to become self employed and find work, all I've done this morning and yesterday is go places to look for work and find places online. Same thing this morning and this afternoon I'm off to another job search thing, I need to look for a house the house is closing in 3 weeks for me and i need to talk to my landlord about whats eating him and why he's not speaking, and they call up and make me feel crap

[Ceega]

Extremely nervous. Got an hour before a job interview so I'm drinking as much coffee as my body will allow.

[Ceega]

Thanks.

And regarding your post on your CV. Mine says I've done absolutely nothing in 16 months since graduating. So I just resorted to lying excessively.

9 months is nothing.