How is everyone feeling? (21)

[Rich Notts]

Originally Posted by Ceega

Utterly dejected.

I'm embarrassed to even stoop so low as to write this but I'm ugly, unintelligent, devoid of talent and extraordinary dull. I have no real friends, no job and no direction. A pathetically desultory existence.

I can't concentrate for five minutes without pondering about how ugly I am. It's ridiculous but I cannot help it. I've managed to pretty much eradicate most of the anxiety in my life but for what? So I can realise how Sisyphean life is.

I hate complaining about things like this because I realise how relatively lucky I am but I don't deserve anything I have. I'm nothing but a slave to circumstance.

You are definatly an I'll man/woman/nicolas cage lookalike

Moving out tomorrow, so I'll be stuck in two rooms won't be able to walk the landlords dog play with her, go cycling in the countryside, be able to chat with my landlord Technically I'm closer to the city centre so I can get out and about more but still sucks

Originally Posted by silly-moo

real low with no purpose in life anymore

Originally Posted by Kitri

Oh good god, I screwed up on a yet even bigger scale. I hope this can somehow be sorted and I don't lose my home and everything.

Originally Posted by seth brundle

imagine my distress when i woke up this morning and found that i wasnt nicolas cage

[951thompson]

gonna watch the box set of boardwalk empire what my sister has lent me (she says its really good?) I'm feeling abit low so I'm gonna stuff my face with junk food to fill the void, I will be moaning that I feel fat later, but it has to be done!

[Tom123]

^ Junk food won't make you feel any better, only worse! Boardwalk is good, hope it cheers ya up.

[Rubik]

Originally Posted by seth brundle

imagine my distress when i woke up this morning and found that i wasnt nicolas cage

but you could be Nic Cage, then wake up and discover that someone has swapped your face with John Travolta's

/90s film reference

[Salusa87]

Feeling a little pointless today.

[Vanessa]

Originally Posted by ßazza

Firstly confused, then concerned, followed by amused.

ATOS have just sent me what appears to be a harassment call. I got a call few times that doesnt ring for very long..

..Well today I managed to grab it in time and answer. No one talked. I waited. No one talked.

I googled the number and it is ATOS. I looked into it and apparently loads of people are getting silent calls from them. Also short as not many people reach phone in time. Then even if they do.. Most of the time they dont speak. Sometimes you can leave the phone for a few seconds before 'they' hang up or sometimes they wait for minutes before hanging up. Some people get ringed every few days. Some people upto like 5 times a day.

Rarely does someone speak and in those cases they seem confused and dont have much information on you. Then eventually hang up.....

HAHAHAHAHAHA F-ing tossers. I aint scared by that kinda shit its f-ing FUNNY hahahahahahaha.

Omg I love my government for this type of harassment. HAHAHA. Omg.. I might have some fun with these calls. But eventually just ignore them if no one ever speaks.

Apparently they send a letter eventually and these 'calls' seem to be purely harassment based to scare people. ^.^ I will answer the next few and see if anyone actually speaks. Otherwise f-ing tossers lol.

Next step - Looking into how to complain and contact police if these 'silent calls' continue.

edit: sent complaint to OFCOM. IF they keep ringing me the police will be the next people I contact. I give them benefit of the doubt that someone will speak to me next time.. or the time after that.. or after that..

wut how is this even legal...some people's hearts jump every time the phone rings (mine does) and its really stressful, this is just WRONG a terible thing to do for poeople already going through this medical assessment stuff.

[951thompson]

Originally Posted by Tom123

^ Junk food won't make you feel any better, only worse! Boardwalk is good, hope it cheers ya up.

I know this to be true, but food is the only thing that can comfort me right now, damn food tastes so good.

I like the look of boardwalk empire. Might be the first programme we agree on haha there is a first for everything ; )

[Toxic]

bored of hearing about my old workplace, knew my boss was a dodgy bastard

now hes getting done for sexual harassment and has a hidden bank account of over 100 grand that hes been taking from the place

...and i know damn well some of that moneys my wage , ****

also incredibly bored..despite trying to better myself in photoshop..i wonder why i bother!

[ßazza]

^Well I would think that too but it just seems more automated to me. Seems more a of a harassment tactic to make sick people just 'give up' due to all the stress. Receiving calls constantly is quite stressful for someone like me.

Originally Posted by Vanessa

wut how is this even legal...some people's hearts jump every time the phone rings (mine does) and its really stressful, this is just WRONG a terible thing to do for poeople already going through this medical assessment stuff.

Yeppers it is. I was already aware that they do this sometimes. Though I didnt realise how extreme..

Its obviously an 'automated' system of some sort. Which why it always ends up being a 'silent call' but I have no idea 'why' they would use such a system.

Especially pathetic from what I have read where some people receive upto 5 calls a day that are just silent...

Fortunately I havnt had that many.. Others receive only 1 every few days.

Lucky ones get a confused person asking for all your personal details >.> (Like im giving some person who randomly calls me my personal details ANYWAY.) Then for some they continued to ring up regardless if the person refused (And rightfully so..) to discuss such things.

Meh.. Their tactics dont work on me. Im not a willing participant and will contact the police if it continues. It is stressful but it is also funny that its happening to me first hand. I know how shitty government is and this is first hand proof how they treat their citizens. Bailing banks are priority and force the sick to work all while sending harassing silent calls. >.> Makes me laugh as I might be stressed by the calls but the nature of the calls are extremely funny in themselves rofl. They are scum - Far from scary.

*waves arms* "Woo000oo000ooo Im a silent caller. Wooo000ooo000oooo. Im ganna take all your money. Wooo000oooo0ooo." ^.^ Lol..

[Kevin Hodge]

Originally Posted by Spark2

but you could be Nic Cage, then wake up and discover that someone has swapped your face with John Travolta's

/90s film reference

[Salusa87]

I had an old lady push in front of me in the que today. Well she was in front of me and wondered off then came back and pushed in, felt like I should have said something really. Just because your old doesnt mean can be a bitch.

[Johnni]

I'm so bored i may just watch the Man Utd game, FML.

[Only_human]

Like a damn fool. Decided to pluck my eyebrows at like 4am this morning because I was bored and i've only just looked properly and realised i've hacked way too much off one!







OK OK i'm exaggerating slightly but still! There should be a warning sound when you've taken too many hairs away to say...step away...pause...return later.

[Only_human]

Originally Posted by mark101

This is mine on a regular basis

Aww yeah I read you said that before. Do you do it when you're anxious or just through habit/boredom? Do you pull your eyelashes out too or just your eyebrow hairs?

[Only_human]

Originally Posted by mark101

Just my eyebrows,it's compulsion and i do it pretty much if i'm happy or sad really.I know it started when i lost my job four years ago and half the time i dont realise i'm doing it.The ripping them out is not the main thing,it's selecting the particular hair by touch(no mirrors),it's the feel of the hair on my fingertips and eventually selecting and attempting to remove it.Of course when i try ripping it out i end up with every hair but the one i wanted lol.
I do hope yours dont look like that?

LOL yeah always the way! Haha no was just a random image from google...mine's is not as bad as it was at the thinnest part anyway and my fringe covers it but when it moves there's a definite patch! Oh well it will grow back!

Originally Posted by Charlotte87

Little mites live in eyebrows and you are destroying and tearing apart their home

Don't, you'll urge me to shave them off completely! I feel a sudden itch in them now!

[Toxic]

ugh

major IBS attack!

ive spent about 2hrs in the sodding bathroom today

feel crap! uncomfortable sat and sitting down! and knowing damn well ill have to run off again at any moment!

dunno where this came from..

[951thompson]

Fat

[senstar]

Originally Posted by 951thompson

Fat

Same

[951thompson]

Originally Posted by senstar

Same

Not good is it dude! Not good at all!

[T]

Stuck like its Groundhog day...

Get for at 6am
head to work for 7am
come home 5pm
dinner 6pm
lately been going to bed by 9pm as i'm tired

repeat monday to friday
stuck in a rut.... been too tired to be motivated

[T]

Damn pass my bed time

[Mortigantoj]

Annoyed

[anxiouslondoner]

Happy, excited but nervous... I asked someone for a date and she said yes...

[Vastaux]

Originally Posted by anxiouslondoner

Happy, excited but nervous... I asked someone for a date and she said yes...

Awesome Job! Dates are always going to nerve racking even to the best of people, one line i like to think of is from hitch.

"When your wondering what to say, or how you look... just remember... she is already out with you. That means, she said yes, when she could've said no. That means she made a plan... when she could've just blown you off. So that means it is no longer you job to make her like you...

It is your job NOT TO MESS IT UP (actually part of the quote, but isnt best on helping the nerves )

"

[Vanessa]

i feel shitty, i spent my whole day watching depressing documentaries. LOL

[StarMemory]

Originally Posted by Vanessa

i feel shitty, i spent my whole day watching depressing documentaries. LOL

About?

[Unbridled]

Originally Posted by Vanessa

i feel shitty, i spent my whole day watching depressing documentaries. LOL

Well at least you've got a sense of humour about it! :D

[richieUK]

woke up at 5pm. again. went to the gym for a bit but had no energy. bought some beers. sitting in. need to get a mothers day gift.

[richieUK]

Originally Posted by Vanessa

i feel shitty, i spent my whole day watching depressing documentaries. LOL

i've been watching all the louis theroux ones on youtube.

[Salusa87]

Tired, going to go to bed and read for a little bit then sleep.