How is everyone feeling? (31) - Page 588

AireleeBray · #**17611** 22nd March 2019, 04:47

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Originally Posted by choirgirl

Airlee, you're always so kind to everyone on here.

thankyou choirgirl

AireleeBray · #**17612** 22nd March 2019, 04:53

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Originally Posted by Consolida

@ AireleeBray

I hope your intrusive thoughts will pass very soon but in the meantime is there anything that could serve as a distraction? For me, at the moment, it's playing online scrabble

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Thankyou Consolida, scrabble sounds a good idea, im guily of wallowing in it for a while. I hope you're ok

Bluebear · #**17613** 22nd March 2019, 05:05

Crap...

Consolida · #**17614** 22nd March 2019, 10:50

^ Aww sorry to hear that Bluebear

I've been enjoying reading your posts and think you come across as such a kind hearted soul so it greatly saddens me that you've met more than your fair share of bullies and haven't been treated with the kindness you so deserve.
I hope you managed to get some sleep last night and feel a little better today

I had another bad night (zero sleep) and so am feeling pretty yucky physically and mentally this morning. It probably doesn't help that I watch programmes on iplayer to try to distract me from my thoughts but then the programmes always end up being as depressing as hell. The last thing I needed was to be watching a documentary on knife crime which has become my latest thing to obsess and worry myself sick about

Professor Willow · #**17615** 22nd March 2019, 20:25

Frustrated with myself for not standing up for myself, my avatar couldn't be any more appropriate.

Bluebear · #**17616** 22nd March 2019, 21:17

Thanks Consolida. I’m sorry about your bad night.

I try to distract myself from my thoughts with all sorts of things which also often trigger or depress me..
I appreciate your kind and thoughtful posts here.

Bluebear · #**17617** 22nd March 2019, 21:19

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Originally Posted by D1662

Frustrated with myself for not standing up for myself, my avatar couldn't be any more appropriate.

I used to be quite a bit like this. I don’t wipe my feet on anyone on purpose. I hope things improve for you, they have for me, at least in that aspect

Bluebear · #**17618** 22nd March 2019, 21:20

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Originally Posted by Freyja

I left my job yesterday. I'm ridiculously happy as I don't have to deal with the narcissist line manager anymore. I'm sad as I had to leave all my friends because of it though, I did a good 6 months and then got a promotion at a new company pretty much so I start next month.

Yay! Leaving a narcissist behind is a fantastic reason to celebrate

Rocket Spud · #**17619** 22nd March 2019, 21:44

Agitated, grumpy and quite probably ill

Silent Ninja · #**17620** 22nd March 2019, 22:21

Ill again, I'm not having a very good year so far.

Rocket Spud · #**17621** 22nd March 2019, 22:29

Thankyou

Hopefully i'll feel better come tomorrow morning, i've got work to do

A Whimsical Stranger · #**17622** 22nd March 2019, 23:44

Like I've totally made up that whatever I'm feeling, is reciprocated. And tomorrow I'm going to be very, very embarrassed. I wish I was less obvious. I can't exactly help it though.

newbs16 · #**17623** 23rd March 2019, 08:25

^ have you sent someone a message then?

newbs16 · #**17624** 23rd March 2019, 14:41

I feel really tired and could do with a day to myself.

Rocket Spud · #**17625** 23rd March 2019, 16:29

Definitely ill. I've got the shivers

Rocket Spud · #**17626** 23rd March 2019, 16:37

... And i've got a cough. And i'm all by my lonesome

Bluebear · #**17627** 23rd March 2019, 17:42

Having a musical break

Appear · #**17628** 23rd March 2019, 18:00

^^ That don't sound too good. Hope you feel better.

I've got at least three moderately pressing things to do, but I'm struggling to do anything other than watch Netflix and sigh weltschmerzenly.

Bluebear · #**17629** 23rd March 2019, 18:16

^^^ hope you feel better

Rocket Spud · #**17630** 23rd March 2019, 18:26

Thankyou's

I'm gonna roll the dice and run a bath in a bit, crack open a bottle of Guinness - if it turns out to be a bad move i'll just go to bed. If i'm in the mood then i'll have a couple more, put the fire on, and head to bed around 9ish.

I'm so ready for bed but i don't want to go too early.

ghost.of.an.englishman · #**17631** 23rd March 2019, 19:53

quietly pleased with myself. I went on a date the other week, the first date date I've ever been on really. Can you believe it: me on a real date, with an actual human female!

newbs16 · #**17632** 23rd March 2019, 19:56

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Originally Posted by ghost.of.an.englishman

quietly pleased with myself. I went on a date the other week, the first date date I've ever been on really. Can you believe it: me on a real date, with an actual human female!

Well done, that's great news.

Bluebear · #**17633** 23rd March 2019, 21:23

^^^
That’s great! Curious me also wonders how it went?

ghost.of.an.englishman · #**17634** 24th March 2019, 01:15

^, ^^, ^^^ aw thanks guys.

It went quite well, I think. I couldn't eat anything at the cafe place because of food allergies, so just like watched her eat a panini for a while! But we're still talking and she seems keen to meet again :-)

A Whimsical Stranger · #**17635** 24th March 2019, 17:14

Horny.

Deer · #**17636** 24th March 2019, 17:31

Hello! Feels weird being back on here! I'm Johnny for anyone who gives a poop :p don't ask about my new username. I couldn't think of anything strikingly unique so I just picked the first thing that I came to my head that I thought would be available haha

I am embarrassed to say I had to look up what month Halloween was to answer the question to sign up again :/

Erm... The reason I had a break from here was because I wasn't able to stop my bad drinking habit at the time and I felt I was inappropriate and rantist, or felt susceptible to being like that and I felt it wasn't fair on others.

I haven't had a drink in over two month now and I don't want to go back there. I went to a really dark place. Thankfully I'm a coward or I'm not sure I would have survived otherwise.

Anyway, in a better place now and my only vices at the moment are odd smoke of pot and smoking, along with the many personality flaws I have but things finally feel like they are nudging forward a little bit.

I remember vaguely upsetting a few people and if I did I take full responsibility of being a nob head and apologise.

Deer · #**17637** 24th March 2019, 17:44

I think also I ended up in a trap of feeling slightly inadequate compared to many of you on here and I would try to over-compensate by trying to be something I'm not.
There are a lot of quirky people on here who have qualities far superior to mine (probably unbeknownst to them) and I honestly felt super insecure most of the time. I hope this doesn't sound like I'm crawling or fawning but, as silly as it is I did feel that way.

I still might now, I dont know but we will see

Anyway, hope all is good in the SA hood!

Dougella · #**17638** 24th March 2019, 18:13

I remember you! I think it's a common thing for people here to feel somewhat insecure compared to others when actually quite often everyone else is feeling like that too. Must be an SA thing.
I'm glad you're doing ok

Deer · #**17639** 24th March 2019, 18:32

Yes, I do too! And throw drink into the mix and it goes pear-shaped very quickly lol

Thank you Dougella

aye, everything isn't perfect but you know, its OK. Everything is OK and ok is better than I have felt in a long time

Mo34 · #**17640** 24th March 2019, 18:36

Bit better than yesterday, where I felt immensely depressed.

Helped out at pony animal sanctuary as they were short. Such a lovely day out there today. Drove past the one off Italian market in my village but it was heaving with people so decided to give it a miss. Kind of wish i'd gone now