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Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
Thanks Muggins. These last few days have been really hard emotionally.
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#5885
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#5886
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Not to good think I have food poisoning from a dodgy Vindaloo last night :O
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As for being unliked and unloved obviously i only know anything about you from what you post but you certainly don't come across as unlikable at all infact you come cross as a lovely, caring person and i think those thoughts are nonsense and you shouldn't believe them because their wrong. If you were so horrible why would you of posted those caring comments about your nans cat, from what i've read it seems like you've had a tough year and i hope things pick up for you, I have no doubt your family care more about you than you realise, hope you feel better soon . |
#5888
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Marvelous stayed in bed till half two had pizza and icecream and Dave's got red dwarf on. I could get used to this.
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#5890
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Parents are out for tonight so it's a ready meal for one with a side of sadness tonight. This is the futureā¦
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#5891
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The future is now.
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#5894
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I'm really struggling. Haven't felt this low in a couple of years.
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I know the feeling Woof Hope you feel better soon Quote:
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I can only echo all of what Jason said. You always come across as such a kind and compassionate person in your posts Willow, the sort of person that could only ever be liked and loved. If you have no friends then its because the SA stops people from getting to know the real you not because you aren't a nice person. I suspect that lots of people do value you but they aren't much good at reminding you of this, or you dismiss compliments as not genuine but every little criticism as a true fact rather than one persons opinion. Its obviously been an incredibly stressful time for you and the whole family because of your nans passing and its not surprisng that tempers are frayed and people say things they don't really mean in the heat of the moment. You obviiously loved your nan a great deal (that comes across in your posts here) and I should think that she would have regarded the scattering of her ashes as 'special' simply because it was carried out by a loving grand daughter and family who hold her memory so dear. I'm rubbish with words at tmes but wanted to offer such a lovely SAUK member some comfort and support Quote:
Hang in there Concept, these awful feelings wont last forever |
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Sigh... Old wounds can really come back and **** things up. Shouldn't be surprised really.
Deep seated inadequacy fo lyf. |
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Physically and mentally feel crap. Had yet another epic failure trying to socialise the last three days. Wondering what the point is of keep trying when I just get rejected all the time for being quiet and unable to make conversation. Cannot wait to get on anti ds after finally realising how much I need them. If they don't help then I just want to give up :-(
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#5899
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Well wishes for anyone feeling low.
Feeling pretty anxious about a package that was left with a neighbour. It's embarrassing to say, but I feel like I can't wind down until it gets sorted. Just that looming 'going to have to suddenly face someone at some completely random time' feeling. I don't think I have the confidence to go and fetch it myself. :$ |
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My mood has really gone downhill over the past month or so, to the point where I made an idiot of myself sobbing in front of everyone on Friday. I'm so embarrassed but also really tired of trying to pretend I'm coping when I'm not. I'm off work for a week, but am concerned that I might not get back and will end up off sick as this is how I felt before my breakdown in 2010. Hugs for everyone else who's struggling just now |
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Hope the revision and exam stuff is going okay |
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^Sorry that things are still bad. Difficult working conditions can be a huge drain on your energy and happiness, I hope you find a way to work things out.
I'm feeling lonely and like a failure. I might have an early night but I still won't get up until 11 or 1 tomorrow if I do. |
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#5905
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More awake than I have done all day.
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#5906
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listening to vashti bunyan helps me to identify the precise size, shape, volume and texture of the hole in my life : |
and no matter how sad it makes me, i still rejoice that i am not yet dead inside |
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Feel a little strange, like I can't get a full.breath and pretty anxious.
Busy day today. |
#5908
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As for you being a failure - nonsense, Mister You are a fundamentally good person and you give good advice on here. This is where its a pain that people here are so far spread out across the country. There's nothing unlikeable about you and there are lots of people here who I'm sure would like to spend time in your company. Hope the early night helped Quote:
I worry about going back on meds because I didn't feel that they did very much for me the first time, but I certainly knew about it when I stopped taking them, because my moods went pretty crazy for a few months (crazier than usual, I mean). I feel apprehensive about going down that road again for possibly limited benefits, but it's coming up to 3 years since I stopped taking them and things have got steadily worse, so I don't really see an alternative. As you say, maybe if I give them a bash for 3 months and see how it goes.... I hope my colleagues will forget about Friday, but its difficult to forget it myself, and I think that's the problem - you always think the worst, huh? |
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Pretty good. I've got a GP appointment for the first time this week relating to my mental health so I hope it goes well. I'm not sure what to say but I know this is what has to be done now.
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Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
^ thats good news buddy, hope it goes ok
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