How is everyone feeling? (16)

[Toxic]

bored out my mind..when CVS paid me i worked 28hrs..so 4 full days..even though i was paid for 25 only

now the boss has taken over im only doing 16hrs..and not a second more! otherwise he will think i can be simply a volunteer


end result is i now only do monday tuesday morning and thursday...oh my god..im bored..and this is only the small holiday!..i cant wait for friday to sunday


getting a little bit over my quite down week ..although hardly happy about anything

[girlinterrupted]

I honestly don`t know anymore.

[Sea]

Originally Posted by girlinterrupted

I honestly don`t know anymore.

I never can figure out whether being emotionally numb is a good or a bad thing.

[Mr_Bean]

2 hours till theory test #2.

[Sea]

Originally Posted by -bloggs-

2 hours till theory test #2.

Good luck!

[Mr_Bean]

Originally Posted by Dory

Good luck!

Thanks. I'll need it.

[Wheelie Bin Bird]

Originally Posted by Geminus

You feeling better today chick?

Yeah not too bad hunni...Dunno what happend yesterday it just really hit me for some strange reason!

You ok other than a bunged up shnozz??

I'm still tired. Was having a kip on the sofa but the ex tried calling me twice so I ignored it. 3rd time I relented.

[Defiance]

feeling confused.

just arranged to go out again with this girl i've met twice before, but now she's giving mixed messages like she's gonna flake and i dont know if it's gonna happen tomorrow..

[Defiance]

Originally Posted by Zaina

How'd the bbq go. PM please :p

ok, lol


i still have to do d1n9 as well, i'll do it in a while

[Detox]

My internet is back up, YEEEEAAAA!
And I got some very confusing texts yesterday from a person on here who's number I've lost on my old phone. And they won't let me know who it is. So if that person reads this, I think you have the wrong Col!!

[sigh]

Ugh

[Mr_Bean]

I went home ranting thinking I'd failed my theory, anyway I looked at it now and it's a pass. Still pissed they asked me a question on what mirror you need if you have a caravan though.

[Wheelie Bin Bird]

Happier...My Jade has told me she already has 2 GCSE's!!!

[T]

Originally Posted by -bloggs-

I went home ranting thinking I'd failed my theory, anyway I looked at it now and it's a pass. Still pissed they asked me a question on what mirror you need if you have a caravan though.

Well Done bloggs

Originally Posted by Wheelie Bin Bird

Happier...My Jade has told me she already has 2 GCSE's!!!

Thats great to hear Kate

Well thank god finished work been a really stressful day which lead to me being on a downer and started to think bad thoughts of how useless i am in what i do and say... i just wanted to go home about lunchtime and crawl into bed and never wake up i think things have been building up for a few weeks now and today it came to a head ggggrrrr been awhile since i've felt like this...

[Wheelie Bin Bird]

Originally Posted by Red Lantern

Well Done bloggs



Thats great to hear Kate

Well thank god finished work been a really stressful day which lead to me being on a downer and started to think bad thoughts of how useless i am in what i do and say... i just wanted to go home about lunchtime and crawl into bed and never wake up i think things have been building up for a few weeks now and today it came to a head ggggrrrr been awhile since i've felt like this...

^^ Thankyou hunni. I'm well made up. What with all her problems she's facing at the mo I'm SOOOOO damn proud of her. I never got a single 1.

Their only thoughts Trev. Try as hard as you can to push them aside and ignore them coz tgeir not true in the slightest.

[Mr_Bean]

Originally Posted by woof

wel done bloggs


i have a blocked stuffy nose, just hope it goes soon cos these thing always turn into tonsilitis for me

Originally Posted by Red Lantern

Well Done bloggs

.

Thanks.

Originally Posted by Wheelie Bin Bird

Happier...My Jade has told me she already has 2 GCSE's!!!

ah well done Wheelie Bin's daughter.

[Wheelie Bin Bird]

Originally Posted by -bloggs-

Thanks.


ah well done Wheelie Bin's daughter.

Thankyou!!! I'm made up right now!!!

[senstar]

Originally Posted by Red Lantern

Well thank god finished work been a really stressful day which lead to me being on a downer and started to think bad thoughts of how useless i am in what i do and say... i just wanted to go home about lunchtime and crawl into bed and never wake up i think things have been building up for a few weeks now and today it came to a head ggggrrrr been awhile since i've felt like this...

sorry you've had a crappy day i hate days like that, when nothing seems to go right. but try to put it behind you, you're definitely not useless. and you're more than halfway through the week now! hope things pick up for you soon

[T]

Originally Posted by Wheelie Bin Bird

^^ Thankyou hunni. I'm well made up. What with all her problems she's facing at the mo I'm SOOOOO damn proud of her. I never got a single 1.

Their only thoughts Trev. Try as hard as you can to push them aside and ignore them coz tgeir not true in the slightest.

Thanks Yeah i'm trying to push aside these dark clouds but sometimes they can overwhelmed us i'm trying to blow them away tis hard though

Originally Posted by senstar

sorry you've had a crappy day i hate days like that, when nothing seems to go right. but try to put it behind you, you're definitely not useless. and you're more than halfway through the week now! hope things pick up for you soon

Thanks Lorna yeah seems everything just built up and bang the dark clouds arrived and didn't help with thinking well over-thinking things today i guess when i get stressed i start to worry about things indeed tis one day closer to the weekend and i think i'll go away to Anglesey for the weekend with the family so i'll have to pass on going to the Liverpool meet sorry Cynic

[xTKsaucex]

depressed now Melody's gone

[TheOneWhoKnocks]

I don't know whats worse. Being too anxious to go out, or wanting to get out but having no one to go out with

[helenjane]

Originally Posted by young_al_capone

I don't know whats worse. Being too anxious to go out, or wanting to get out but having no one to go out with

Wanting to get out but having no one to go with is worse in a way i think

[Wheelie Bin Bird]

Originally Posted by Cynic

Well done Wheelie Bin Jr.

Thankyou hunni....

[Drimma]

like be preparing for bed not steepping out the door....arrrhhha
another zombie mornin

[Sea]

Depressed

[Mortigantoj]

^

[Phool]

Originally Posted by Dory

Depressed

Is it anxiety over starting a new chapter in your life? It's bound to be unsettling. I'm getting anxious and I've got a few months to in yet. But it looks like you're making real progress with job and house. You should be proud of yourself.

[Sea]

Originally Posted by Phool

Is it anxiety over starting a new chapter in your life? It's bound to be unsettling. I'm getting anxious and I've got a few months to in yet. But it looks like you're making real progress with job and house. You should be proud of yourself.

Not really making progress. I am on the verge of dropping out of the interviews, I just don't think I can do it. I get in a total panic at the thought of the interviews, not being able to answer questions and then not being able to do the actual jobs because of SA. Its just overwhelming panic. I don't know how one is supposed to overcome that.

[Phool]

Originally Posted by Dory

Not really making progress. I am on the verge of dropping out of the interviews, I just don't think I can do it. I get in a total panic at the thought of the interviews, not being able to answer questions and then not being able to do the actual jobs because of SA. Its just overwhelming panic. I don't know how one is supposed to overcome that.

Is there anything we can do to help? I don't think you should cancel the interviews. Wait and see how you feel in a day or two. Happy to log into chat again this evening if you want to discuss.

[Rane]

I find myslef in a quandary whilst being stressed Its a crap combination to be sure.